Jesus reverses the destiny of Adam and Eve’s descendants

What is reality?
There are two realities in this earthly life: one is the life we all experience daily on the earth; the other one is in the outer space without gravity which only astronauts can go on the adventure. We cannot deny the existence of the outer space even though it’s unseen and intangible to our ordinary life.

 

Likewise, the visible reality in this finite life is temporary and partially real. Another unseen reality after death is eternal according to the Bible. We as mortal humans, cannot understand God’s eternity by our limited human senses. We cannot rely on any other man-made resources like religions, philosophy or even fortune tellers to prove our final destiny. Therefore, there’s only one way we can know about God: God needs to send a messenger directly from His heaven coming to earth and reveal the truth about Himself.

 

How is Christianity proved to be true?
No humans in the history ever predicted and fulfilled what they once said in their time. Only one man, prophesied with many signs in the Bible and all of the prophecy related to Jesus Christ  were fulfilled (see more information) from Jesus Christ’s birth from a virgin, His preaching and miracles, to His death on the cross. After Jesus Christ was resurrected from death, which was seen by hundreds of people in the historical time (see more information), His disciples were empowered by the promised Holy Spirit, who was sent to their hearts to give testimony and spread the gospel to the end of the world until today. It’s the victory Jesus Christ has done in the human history: destroy the devil and take back the lost souls to God.

 

How did the first human fall in the beginning?
Adam and Eve wanted to know the good and evil, the forbidden knowledge. They are created with a will to desire the tree of God’s life or choose to have the forbidden knowledge. Their desire of being like God is tempted and seduced by satan’s lie and they took the first bite of the fruit on the forbidden tree. Since then, their rebellious pride subjected themselves to satan’s dominion.

 

Along all the years, Adam and Eve’s descendants, all humans who inherit their DNA still reject God’s authority and want to gain the knowledge by their own power. They don’t know they are giving satan a legal foothold to dominate them. When they voluntarily walk away from the Kingdom of God’s Light of truth, they are in the kingdom of darkness whose main ruler is satan, the archangel.

 

What does the reality of living in satan’s kingdom look like?
Under satan’s illegitimate authority, a man/woman is like living in the prison. He may feel very comfortable with what he needs in his little cell. He can work hard, make a good living, enjoy earthly entertainment, look smart, have good reputation, manage a big firm, behave good virtues, religious, kind to the poor, successful in whatever he wants, etc. But he never feels satisfied with what he has. He needs to drive himself to pursue a dream or achievement. Even though he seems to give up pursuing anything, he longs for something deep in his heart, which makes him to crave, covet, envy, compare, regret, complain, etc. He may try to believe certain religion or philosophy to persuade himself to accept whatever reality he is faced with. He cannot tell what he is thinking is right or wrong because his feeling is controlling his thoughts: If he feels right, he believes it. If he feels wrong, he rejects it.

 

It’s like no one want to be deceived by the fraudster, who is so good at making things up to fool people to give up their possession. However, since he doesn’t know how to tell the truth, he either doesn’t believe at all, or believe partially. He thinks he is smart to guard his heart from being deceived by the fraudster. But in reality, he is insecure and uncertain. When everything is going well, he does not want to bother himself with questions about God and the meaning of life. But when the crisis comes suddenly like tsunami, he is panic and either complains about why he deserves such bad luck or demands to know where God is. He may seek some temporary relief in gambling, alcohol, drug or sex to numb his conscience. Or he may try to empty his mind by giving up the earthly desires to escape from the reality. No matter what he does, he never tastes the sweetness of genuine peace and joy.

 

When can a fallen human being be reversed?
Until one day, the gospel of good news comes to him: God sent His own son Jesus Christ to come to pay off his debt—his sin of rebelling God which causes him to come under Satan’s control and the wrath of God’s righteousness to punish sins. When he hears the truth from God’s word, God’s breath of life breathed into his spiritual nostril like oxygen to the body. His dead bone is awaken by the Holy Spirit’s breath of life. His conscience is clear and knows there’s Someone speaking to his heart. He feels God’s word is true and undeniable. However, the next step is critical for him: he either uses his will to believe or disbelieve, just like Adam and Eve were given a choice between the tree of life and the tree of knowledge of evil and good, being their own god to control.

 

When he wants to accept this truth, God gives him a gift of faith and he shall turn to the Light by walking away from the dark. And God’s Light gives life like sun to the plants and creature. However, if he doesn’t want to say yes to the truth, his heart automatically rejects the truth and he still remains in the darkness, just where he was.
Jesus Christ said he comes to save, not to judge. All sinful humans are in the hell of darkness. Without coming to the Light, they automatically stay where they are after death. But whoever wants to walk away from the darkness and receive Jesus Christ’s saving payment for his debt will ascend to God’s heavenly realm in eternity. Jesus Christ shed His blood on the cross to bear the man’s sins so that satan cannot accuse him anymore. Meanwhile, satan lost his power over this acquitted man. God sees Jesus Christ’s blood on the sinner and give him forgiveness because Jesus absorbs all the wrath and punishment falling on the sinner.

 

God pursues us.
Out of His mercy and patience, God may come back again and again to knock on the man’s door of heart and want to save him from the eternal death. However, the more he rejects, the harder his heart will become. Until the heart is hard like a stone, there’s no chance for him to want to leave darkness and satan is very comfortable to leave him alone because his destiny is for sure to be with satan and his companions, one third of angels, who all will be thrown into the lake of fire when Jesus Christ comes back (refer to Revelation 20:10).

 

What is happening with the new man after he believes in Jesus Christ as his Savior and Lord of his life?

 

God will start His reversing process in this man. In his old life, he is in the darkness. So is his heart blinded. His conscience is guilty and impure. His spirit is dead. His heart deceives himself by agreeing with satan’s lies. Consequently, his heart influences his thought with false reasoning from the secular standard of values and against godly truth. His emotion is dark and cause him to feel gloomy, negative, depressed, obsessed, etc. He has no will of freedom to control his emotion but his will is controlled by his feeling. He is trapped and imprisoned.

 

When God starts the reversing process in him, God sends the Spirit of His Son into his heart to empower his spirit to obey God. Then his heart learns from the truth which sets his imprisoned will free. Then he can make up his mind to take captive his thought to obey the truth and the truth transforms his thought to think in God’s way. His emotion is healthy related to his godly thought. His old stronghold of ungodly thinking habit is broken and the Truth builds in him a new thinking pattern. This godly thought produces right emotion and bears the fruit of Holy Spirit such as peace, joy, love, gentleness, kindness, goodness, patience, faithfulness and self control (refer to Galatians 5:22-23).

 

You are transformed and victorious!
As a result, these fruits revive his spirit, restore his soul and nurture his body. He is healed and strengthened as a whole being, just like the one God created in His image in the first place. The whole process is reinforced daily and renewing his inner being until he receives a new body when Jesus Christ comes back.

脫離律法主義,不要讓主耶穌的血白流

最近我在BSF查經,讀到大衛王與拔示巴的醜聞,和之後他兒子之間的紛爭。大家討論的不外乎是如何不要像大衛「太閒」大白天在屋頂上走來走去,看到美女洗澡而落入試探;或是他應該好好「教訓」強暴他女兒的暗嫩,和為妹妹報復而殺害暗嫩的押沙龍。但是我突然有個感動,想到大衛王跟我們比起來,應該是對神相當有信心的人,畢竟他用一顆石頭就擊敗歌利亞,連神都說大衛是合他心意的人。
所以我不禁想到,這個不比當今社會版腥羶的故事為什麼記錄在聖經裡?是為了叫我們後人注意不要跟他一樣犯罪?在大衛為拔示巴的事認罪之後,他寫著說:「我就把你的道指教有過犯的人,罪人必歸順你」(詩篇51:13),我想這指的是上帝連他這樣的人都原諒了,我們這些犯罪的人也都能歸順神。
叫人按照聖經的真理活,不應該是為了遵守誡命而戰戰兢兢,像舊約的律法一樣,因為連耶穌都說要遵守的誡命只有兩條:愛神和愛人如己。所以我們應當從整本聖經更認識神的慈愛與公義,而不是事後像不甘己事一樣去數落這些上帝知道不過是塵土的罪人。因為我們也都可能做出同樣的事,但耶穌的寶血就是為了讓罪人可以藉著悔改而回到天父面前才流的,我提醒自己不要落入律法主義而使主耶穌的寶血浪費了。

Keep zero burden

Keep minimum or even better zero emotional/spiritual burden like a minimalist.

God Father has opened the Line through Jesus for me to call Him 24/7. Don’t be fooled by satan who knows how powerful your “talk” with God is.

Satan may lie to you that the thing is too small to call God for help; or it’s not possible that God would answer your call if you are not a good Christian; or the problem is too complicated to call God for help, etc. They are all lies from satan and you can fight against them with the Truth:

Nothing is too small for God because He loves His children and wants to give them His blessing. I can call God not because I am good but because I have Jesus whom God sees Him as a perfect advocate for me. The problem is never too complicated or the timing is too late to call God.

You may ask why we need to come to God and cast our burden to Him if He knows them all. Jesus does bear our burden daily when we cast them down to His feet. But the prerequisite is that I need to give Him my burden willingly.

God never wants to intrude our freedom which Jesus earns for us with His precious blood. Therefore, God is waiting for us to come to Him and He promises to come near us.

Satan knows very well that the accumulated mundane burden can crush us without the need of lifting his finger to attack us and that’s why he doesn’t want us to pray.

Today, what sins or burden do you recognize in your life? Bring them all to God and leave them to His feet. He promises to meet you and answer you in your prayer.

Be on God’s Side

​I read Proverbs 16:14 this morning: “A king’s wrath is a messenger of death, but a wise man will appease it.

Right then, the Holy Spirit touched my heart to pray for a sister’s believer husband who is weak and helpless in his spiritual life. I noticed that my prayer proclaimed all the work Jesus Christ has done on the cross for him and plead God’s mercy for him.

Through praying with other saints in Moms In Prayer, God invites me to know Him more intimately. Therefore I know ​that God is just and hates sin, but I also learn from the Scriptures and my experience that ​He​ is loving and appointed the saints to appease ​God​ for me when I was helpless.

I am studying the book of Joshua in BSF (Bible Study Fellowship) this year. In Joshua 5:13-15, Joshua encountered the man before his battle with Jericho city and asked him which side he was. The man said that neither side he was ,but sent by God as commander of the army. I cannot agree with the ​BSF ​notes more: “This battle was God’s, and God called Israel to be on His side. God is unreservedly committed to His people but God is never our servant. In that sense, He takes no sides. Instead, through faith, God takes hold of each believer’s life and calls us to His side, lifting us into His almighty and eternal purposes.”

When Joshua asked a good question with face down in submission to this man: “What message does my Lord have for his servant?” The commander of the Lord’s army said, “Take off your sandals, for the place where you are standing is holy.”

Whatever the enemy we are facing today, God calls us to be on His side and He will fight for us. ​In reality, we may have conflict with our spouses or ​children​; but i​n the spiritual realm, our family member may not be our real enemy, but the devil behind that person is.

​Therefore​, like Joshua, what we ought to do is worshiping God and knowing Him more intimately, better than having a self-righteous attitude to accusing or abandoning others as a ​condemned ​sinner.

Consequently, we can expect that God will show His glorious victory in the battle of our lives because God is committed Himself to accomplish His initial work of our faith.

Don’t dwell on our own sins or others. “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.” (1 John 1:9) Meanwhile, claim His promises for yourself. If we have conflict with our family member, ​when ​guided by Holy Spirit, we can ask God for ​mercy on ​that person ​and proclaim God’s promises on behalf of him/her. If we cleanse ourselves from what is dishonorable, we can be God’s holy and useful instrument, ready for His good work of saving the unworthy sinners.

Are you living by faith in our sovereign, victorious God? If so, like Joshua, God will enable you to faithfully obey and fulfill your unique purpose in God’s grand story of redemption.” (​BSF notes)

I used to live in ​a ​reverse way: Try hard in flesh to obey God’s law but feel defeated all the time. Then God finally restored me by His truth: I am justified by faith. When I cling to the truth, I am empowered to ​​fear ​, love ​and obey God. His yoke is easy and His burden is light. How amazing is His truth to set us free!

 

The prayer I appease God for​ ​ ____:

Lord, I appease You for ___ and ask Your mercy for him. In Jesus Christ’s name, I proclaim Jesus Christ has died on the cross for ​___’s​ sins and shed His blood for ___ to redeem ___ from the dominion of darkness into light, from death into life. Jesus Christ has come and destroyed devil’s work in ___ and He has overcome ___’s sins. So ___ is more than a conqueror in Christ. ___ has received the faith in God and been justified by the Righteous God.

Lord, may You be merciful to humble ___ and open his eyes to see that he needs your help of breaking from the devil’s bondage and lies. Lord, may Your Holy Spirit speak the truth and Scripture into ___’s  heart and convict him. Please turn ___ around and give him a repentant heart and set him free. Please give ___ a new heart and a new spirit. Please remove his heart of stone and give him a heart of flesh so that ___ can sense Your great love abundantly lavished on him through Jesus Christ.

I give all the glory and thanks to You. In Jesus Christ’s name I pray. Amen.

Christians are cheerleaders to their fellow saints.

A Christian friend called me recently to complain about her coworkers who are fellow believers but don’t have work ethics, which make her as their director to feel very frustrated. She exhausted herself by working overtime to instruct them and also by trying to figure out their spiritual problems and then fix them by her words.

 

The heavy weight on her back about her responsibility of trying hard to be a good Christian may be taken advantage by satan to accuse her because she was drowning in the darkness of condemnation and guilt and wanted to end her life. And then she called me.

After listening to her for hours, I prayed with her and told her that she has taken the load of others, which is not supposed for her to carry (Galatians 6:5). And I encourages her not to depend on her own effort to be a saint but fix eyes on Jesus’ finished work and sustaining grace in her life.

I feel that the saints are like cheerleaders instead of the Judge, coming alongside of one another to persevere in pressing on to the end. When we have this motivation in mind, our spoken words are gentle and bringing life to others . However, when we have the legalistic view of “I know better or I am obedient to the truth so that I need to point out your problems to fix you”, then we are carrying the unnecessary load, which causes anxiety for both us and the others. Moreover, the Holy Spirit as the wonderful Counselor is the One who can truly change people.

If we think we are equipped with knowledge and skill to fix people’s problems, we will tend to take the credit. On the contrary, if we pray for people and wait for the Holy Spirit to change them, we will give all the glory to God. Isn’t that what angels in the heaven always do to glorify our Lord? (Revelation 4:8)

 

2018 summer mission trip

2018 Summer mission trip to Taiwan, Japan and San Francisco

I haven’t seen my parents for four years. Nevertheless, with great peace, I didn’t cry as I expected while seeing my parents and younger sister off on the train station in Japan. They would go back to Taiwan and I come back to USA.

However, after I came back to my Minnesota home and meditated on this mission trip in the past two months in Taiwan, Japan and San Francisco, I finally cried. But it’s joyful tear. I pray to God to take good care of their spiritual and physical lives as I commit to God to stay in USA and pray for them as my support for them.

The report is for glorifying our God’s name and witness His mighty salvation in Taiwan, Japan and San Francisco.

Moreover, God taught me precious lesson about intercession during this mission trip. I experienced the importance to pray for others and being prayed by other saints. Both roles are to accomplish together the great mission driven by God. Consequently, the purpose is to bring glory to God and joy to people.

 

May 18, 2018 — before departure, a vision or illusion for my grandmom?

Before visiting Taiwan, on the phone, my mom told me that my 93-year-old grandmother lost consciousness recently and seems to suffer confusion and dementia after coming back from the hospital. I prayed for my grandmother according to God’s will and fought for her against the spiritual darkness because she worshipped idols for her whole life. I did share gospel with her many years ago but she politely rejected.

 

May 19, 2018 — A prayer support from the praying saint

My long-time prayer partner prayed this for me and I found it encouraging me in the right time:

Dr. John Sung said “See your own revival and revival will come to others.” I pray that you draw so close to the Lord that you will move when He moves.

 

May 20, 2018 — God takes care of each detail of my life.

I was reading the book, “Unshaken”, published by Moms’ in Prayer international, about the importance of prayer and mothers’ testimony. One of the mothers mentioned her son testified about the influence on him from his mother’s prayer. “Oh, God, how I wish my son will give the same testimony to comfort my heart.” I whispered to God in my heart. On that very night, I received the message my son texted me: “Thank you mom. It really means so much to me that you’re supporting me like this, through prayer and talking with me.” “Oh, God, how much you care about my little wish!”

 

If God is so willing to take care of such small detail of my life, won’t He be willing to save a lost soul like my grandmother?

 

May 21, 2018 — God sent us to bear the fruit.

My MIP (Moms in Prayer International) Area team prayed for me to send me off to the trip to Taiwan. I felt such privilege to be prayed and empowered through my sisters’ prayer.

I heard my leader prayed and remembered that I prayed to God last year for having an opportunity to share Moms in Prayer to people in Taiwan including my mother and sister because I have experienced the great power of prayer. That desire was from God to put in my heart long before I planned this summer trip.

I seemed to hear God saying: “You didn’t choose me. But I chose you. And I appointed you to go and bear fruit–fruit that will remain–so that whatever you ask the Father in My name, He will give you.” (John 15:16)

 

May 22, 2018 — Departure. Pray for God’s peace in a chaos.

My husband, my daughter and I left MN home around 3:00 AM for the airport. During the flight, a man behind my left side suddenly roared in rage to the man right behind him who seemed to bother him with a lot of kicking to his seat. The young flight attendant came to scold this man, like a police to a criminal, in a harsh, threatening tone but a little stuttered. (I supposed that she was trained to say it but was not used to.) I prayed for God’s peace to reign in the situation.

 

May 23, 2018 — God is our comforter.

We arrived safely to LA, CA and went to visit my son for one day. The moment he saw us, his tears dropped like rain. Oh, God, we cried together in the car and God comforted us. I sent out prayer request to the saints to pray for my son to get over his frustration that day in school.

 

I was feeling guilty not praying enough for my son. A sister reminded me that thought was not from God. So I prayed for myself to be strong by proclaiming the truth: “God has given me the spirit of power, love and self-control, not the spirit of fear” (2 Timothy 1:7) and prayed the same thing for my son.

 

We stayed one night in the Air b&b. When we entered the house, an Indian lady was cooking curry for her husband. The lady told us that her husband was beaten by strangers on the street and she came to bring him back home to Canada. My husband and I prayed for her and her husband in our room and wrote her a letter to tell her about Jesus Christ.

 

May 24, 2018 — Found a piece of memory

We took Japan Airline in LA airport. I overheard the tour group from Japan happily talked about their wonderful trip to the Grand Canyon. They looked and sounded like my grandparents in my childhood. How I missed that my grandparents spoke Japanese in the family when I was a kid. That’s a memory nothing to do with political and racial conflict caused by the colonization and the war, but a period of history I have lived in.

 

May 25, 2018 — Grandma received Jesus as her Savior.

My parents picked us up at the airport in Tao-Yuan, Taiwan. I was relieved to see my parents are healthy after not seeing them for four years. I told my mother about my plan to visit my grandmother this afternoon and I hoped my mother to take my unbeliver aunt aside so that I can talk to the grandmom.

 

My grandmom told me her recent “vision” in the midst of unconsciousness: “After my daughter-in-law brought me a bowl of rice for dinner, she left and closed the door. I held the bowl and walked to a place where there are beautiful mountains. I saw god of earth and other gods, but I was trapped there and couldn’t find a way out. I was so scared that I could not get home and thought to myself that I had better eat up the bowl of rice in case I lost my strength while searching for the way. In the end, out of desperation, I cried out “Who can come to open the door for me?”

 

I knew her vision was not ordinary illusion because she spoke about it clearly. I felt that her vision was a picture displaying her past idol-worshipping in temples which often locate in mountains. And gracious God was showing her that there’s no way out by worshipping idols in her life. I immediately recognized that she was calling to Jesus for opening a door for her because Jesus is the gate to life.

 

“Oh, grandmom, Jesus heard your crying and sent me to tell you: Jesus is the way and He can bring you out of the darkness and into eternal life. Would you want to call to Jesus to lead you out of this distress?” I also explained to her about sins from our ancestors and our evil nature. And only Jesus can forgive our sins because He paid the debt of sin on the cross for each of us.

My grandmom asked with awe and a childlike faith: “Oh, is that easy to be forgiven by receiving Jesus into my heart?”

“Yes, grandmom. Jesus comes to you and wants to bring you into His eternal home and stay with you forever.” I assured her and prayed for her.

“Then I want to believe in Jesus.” she said with a smile and prayed with me to receive Jesus into her heart.

 

May 27, 2018 — God never forsakes His children.

Thank God for the jet lag. I woke up around 4 AM by a bird singing in the darkness (nightingale?). I prayed and Isaiah 14:24 spoke to me: “As I have planned, so will it be; as I have purposed, so will it stand.” I was assured the battle belongs to God in the midst of spiritual darkness in Taiwan. His purpose to the world is to trample down the devil and takes the yoke and burden off His people.

 

On the first Sunday in Taiwan, we visited the church we used to attend in Taipei and several saints we knew are still in this church. One of the sisters said she recently tries to recall my name while she vaguely remembered someone told her to pray by faith 20 years ago. It’s so encouraging to see the saints grow mature in God’s grace and they received us as family.

 

In the afternoon, we went to visit my husband’s old cousin who has been sick. I met his wife for the first time. She grew up in a Christian family and was open to share with me about her long-time struggle: After being married to the non-believer husband, she could not go to church or share gospel with her children due to her husband’s objection for 40 years.

However, God is gracious to sustain her spirit and her marriage. Her three children all believe in God and her husband finally receives Jesus at age 60 after being sick. Now she attends church regularly with her husband after he becomes a believer. How encouraging to know God never forsakes His children.

 

May 28, 2018 — a believer’s growth

Yun was my previous coworker, whom I  worked with when I lived in Taipei. She has believed in God after I knew her for more than 10 years and led her to God. She has been on my heart and in my prayer since four years ago when she told me that she prayed to God but it didn’t work. I visited Taipei 101 today and had lunch and dinner with her. Even though she doesn’t go to church, her smile which I didn’t see before tells me that she has the joy and peace God has granted to her. I thank God for His faithfulness to keep her.

 

May 29, 2018 — God reveals Himself to my high school classmate and she received Jesus.

Li was my high school classmate, whom I haven’t contacted for 30 years. I felt a need to talk to her before I went back to Taiwan. When we met in Starbucks at Pei-Tou city,I asked her a few things about her life after high school and heard some words like “amazing” from her. I bluntly asked her, “Are you a Christian?”

“No, but my son is.” she said.

She told me she felt there’s a master in this universe but she was not sure which one is true. Besides, she said that there were other religions like Mormon or local religions approaching her recently.

“Would you mind I pray for you? If the God I am going to share with you is the true master of the universe, I pray that He will lead you to know Him.” I told her without wasting a minute and she agreed. After prayer, she said she felt touched.

Then, we read the Bible verses from the booklet published by BSF (Bible Study Fellowship) and I briefly explained the meaning of each verse. Li seemed to learn about Bible from the church her son attends.

“Oh, that is what it means. I see it and understand now.” Li was always a good student in high school. She exclaimed with joy of seeing the light of the truth.

Finally, before she needed to leave for picking up her child from school, I asked her if she was willing to pray the prayer to receive Jesus into her heart. She agreed to read the prayer written in the booklet. Meanwhile, she seemed to be on the verge of tears while she read the prayer: “If you didn’t come to save me, I would have still been lost.” I believed that Holy Spirit has touched her heart.

 

May 30, 2018 — Shared MIP praying format with two saints working in Christian newspaper. The myth from a lesbian

I arranged to meet with two contacts in the Taiwanese Christian Newspaper called Chinese Christian Tribune. They often encourage me to write testimony and articles for the newspaper. I shared MIP (Moms’ in Prayer International) prayer format with them. They were encouraged through my sharing about praying in the workplace and marriage.

 

I ate my dinner with my daughter in a Taiwanese style restaurant called “self-help buffet” where you pick the food you like from more than 30 choices and pay according to how much you take. It’s usually not a big place to eat and we shared a table with another customer.

A brawny lady with very short hair sat right in front of me. She bowed her head to pray before eating.

“Are you a Christian?” I asked.

“Yes. I am.” she replied.

“Me too.” I happily said.

She brought up her observation about the society and the topic about same-sex marriage. She said the church should be a place to love people without interfering people from choosing the sex to get married with.

“You know, God doesn’t give us the burden more than we can bear.” she continued.

“Could you tell me where in the Bible this sentence is?” I know this is a common misused statement which is not found in the Bible.

She tried to google on her phone but she could not find it.

“Which church do you go?” I wondered if she gets proper teaching from the church which possibly agrees with her opinion about same-sex marriage. However, I have been to the church she mentioned and I don’t think the church teaches what she said.

“How is your pastor’s teaching about same-sex marriage?” I asked with curiosity.

“Oh, the pastors are too busy to care about this kind of topic.” she replied.

 She continued to tell me how she understood from the Bible about the same sex love. She took the story from Matthew 8:5-13  as an example. It’s about a centurion asked Jesus to heal his servant. She said her small group discussed this message and they were touched by this centurion who loved his male servant so much and that’s why he asked Jesus to heal him. “It must be driven by same-sex love.” she concluded.

She admitted that she is a lesbian. While listening to her, I prayed in my heart, “Oh, God, what do you want me to tell her? Please give me your truth and wisdom.”

“Do you believe that you received Holy Spirit?” I asked.

She didn’t answer this question but emotionally mentioned how God healed her physical blindness and solved her problem of bankruptcy. I felt sympathetic for her. I told her that I only accept the truth mentioned in the Bible. I told her that God created her and loves her. And her faith can only be judged by God because only God knows our hearts. I blessed her before we departed.

 

May 31, 2018 — Shared gospel on the run. Praying brings us into spiritual realm.

We were on the subway train. A middle-age lady sat besides me. I overheard she was talking on the phone about her depression. She said she almost committed a suicide due to her depression. My first idea was to share gospel with her. But I was going to get off the subway train within 3 minutes. Therefore I took out the BSF booklet and wrote on the blank space on the back cover: “Hi, I used to suffer with depression and Jesus Christ saved me. I believe He can save you too. Please read this booklet to know about Him.”

Before I gave it to her, a thought came to me that I should not do such weird thing to a stranger. However, with God’s strength, I immediately discerned this was not a voice from God. Right before I got off the subway train, I finished writing and gave the booklet to her with a smile. I prayed that God will use the booklet to tell her more about Himself.

 

That night, a sister from the church we used to go in Taipei treated us dinner at her house. She also invited other Christians we know. God used one of the sisters to encourage me because He knew my spiritual gas tank needed refill. This sister told me how she got the gift of speaking tongue and ran back to church, exclaiming to a brother. Since then, she devotes her time to praying in tongue with enthusiasm.

Gradually, she has been developing sensitive discernment on spiritual warfare. One thing her testimony amazed me is that I feel the similar result after I desired to pray more even though I didn’t pray in tongue. Therefore, I am assured that praying to God, no matter in tongue or not, brings us into the spiritual realm.

 

June 1, 2018 — Prayed with Charity, who leads Tai-Chung MIP group and coordinates Taiwan MIP.

 

My husband wrote down his testimony about how he searched for the meaning of life as an engineer and published it on his website. My cousin, Ming, was invited to review this website days ago. Today we invited him over to read Bible with him. We used BSF booklet and explain the verses to him. My cousin, who graduated from Tokyo University, is very intelligent and often thinks differently from ordinary people. He asked several questions and honestly said he needs more time to think. We prayed to God to open his eyes and soften his heart.

 

We departed to Tai-Chung city where I would share what I learned about prayer from Mom’s In Prayer International (MIP) to a group of ladies in this city. Tonight, I met Charity Pu, a Korean missionary who came to Taiwan for spreading gospel 20 years ago. Before knowing my coming, Charity said she has planned to devote her time to MIP this June after she graduated from the seminary. How fitting the timing God sent me to share more about MIP to her.

She kindly hosted me in a hotel and we spent time praying about what I was going to share tomorrow. While she told me about her praying in tongue, I prayed in my heart, “Oh, God, if this is from you to teach me more about speaking in tongue, please give me peace to know it’s from you.”

I honestly told her that I didn’t learn about speaking in tongue from my church but I did ask God for the gift due to feeling the need for praising God and intercession. Then she invited me to speak in tongue and confirmed with me that I can speak in tongue. I felt peace and joyful. And then I remembered the sister in Taipei told me about her devotion to praying in tongue. Tonight, I was greatly encouraged to pray more in tongue like her.

 

June 2, 2018 — My two high school classmates received Jesus.

Before sharing with MIP group in Tai-Chung this afternoon, I arranged to meet with two of my high school classmates this morning. We haven’t contacted one another for more than 22 years until they found me on Facebook last year. Of course, I knew nothing about their current situation. We went to Chung’s house which has an altar for worshipping Buddha. Chung said she recently underwent a major heart surgery without expectation.

Around one month ago, she was in great pain at midnight but hesitated to go to see a doctor. And she finally gave up enduring such great pain for the whole night and decided to go to ER. The doctor announced an immediate heart surgery was necessary, or she could die within one hour. However, according to the doctor, the successful rate of the surgery might only be 50%. She didn’t seem to have a choice to consider if she should take the surgery, given the low probability of success. The surgery took more than 10 hours and she is still recovering from it.

“Oh, why am I kept alive?” Chung mumbled in an exhausted tone.

“There must be a blessing God wants to give you so that He keeps you alive.” I assured her, thinking about her salvation.

“It’s nice of you to say that.” Chung smiled vaguely.

 

Another classmate, Feng, who has a daughter suffering with depression and intended for a suicide recently. Feng worries about her daughter extremely and told me that her friend shared with her that Christianity is the way to save her daughter’s life.

 

Therefore, within a short time before I had to leave, I quickly explained the gospel to them and asked them to pray the prayer from BSF booklet for receiving Jesus as their Savior. Both of my classmates agreed to pray this prayer.

 

Then I had to rush to the church to share about MIP in one hour. Feng and her husband drove us there and I introduced her to Charity Pu because her daughter may come to this city to study in the high school. I prayed that God will keep leading her and her daughter to know Him more.

 

June 2, 2018 — Shared in Tai-Chung MIP

There were around 10 women coming this afternoon. Two of them are single and often pray for their neices. They are around my age. I asked Charity to lead us to pray in MIP way for 20 minutes. She picked the attribute–God is our provider and I was greatly reminded and encouraged through praying with them.

After that, I shared my testimony of learning how to pray by asking God to teach me and He led me to join a college/career MIP group last year. Then I explained the information I gathered from the recent state getaway conference, the “Unshaken” book, and MIP’s brochures, etc. I also shared the facts and strategies used in MIP, the theme for the new school year, and what I learned from my leader in Area Coordinate Team.

From talking with Charity in the previous night, I knew that the group could feel incapable and timid to take up the role as a leader in each local MIP group. Therefore, I emphasized on how it looks like by taking up the leadership. I spoke in Spirit that Holy Spirit is the one who leads each MIP group and we are only the coordinators. Therefore, they should not bear the burden of leading prayers. However, godly strategy can be used to be a responsible servant, as I observe how MIP operated in the early stage after reading the founder’s testimony.

I shared with them the amazing promise from 1 John 5:14-15 and John 15:7. That is, through praying in one accord, led by the same Spirit, we are assured to receive God’s help for things from finding a co-leader or moms to hosting events etc.

In the end, I took Taekwendo as an example to explain the importance of a sincere prayer because we cannot strengthen our muscle by only imitating a punch or kick. A mimic praying from an insincere heart has no power (refer to 1 Peter 2:1) in spiritual growth and warfare. On the contrary, the Spirit-led prayer in faith with Scripture is the effective weapon of defeating our enemy, which is not of the world but with divine power (refer to 2 Corinthian 10:5).

After the sharing, one of the sisters mentioned her struggle in spiritual warfare and I later shared with her more practical prayers for dealing with her non-believer family members, especially with her husband.

 

June 3, 2018 — God is eagerly searching for the lost soul.

My prayer partner shared that in her vision, she saw a stage on which God is doing all the wonders and the saints cheering up with shout of joy. I agreed in my spirit that God is the one who does all the miraculous saving work to the lost souls.

 

The second Saturday after I arrived at Taiwan, I felt the spiritual atmosphere was low in the city and heard the lie telling me I was tired so that I had good excuse of not going to the church. With God’s grace, I woke up at 6 am and prayed that I had strength to visit my friend’s church in Kao- Shiung and hope to bring my parents along. Thank God to strengthen me to refuse the lie. And I proclaimed that God’s wall of fire surrounded my family and led us to the church for listening to His word.

 

That morning, we went to the church and talked to my friend briefly. My parents attended another service spoken in Taiwanese language. The pastor, who is also a family doctor, gave the sermon from Luke 15:8-10 about a woman lost her precious coin and carefully searched for it. He said: God is the one who saves. God comes to search for the lost eagerly. And when one sinner repents, there is rejoicing in the heaven. And God graciously allows us to participate in His holy work, no matter which part He sends us to do: sowing the seed of gospel, watering through teaching and praying, or harvesting of souls.

This physician pastor also said that he often asks his patients if he can pray for them. He said that 70% of patients don’t mind his praying for them.

 

We took the train to visit my husband’s big sister in Tai-Nang. She and her husband treated us a big full table of food. My husband shared gospel with her again. She agreed with smile. But the darkness of the idol worshiping in her family is not lifted up yet. We still need to fight.

 

June 4, 2018 — God gives me boldness to share gospel with the old aunt.

 

We visited my husband’s old aunt, who has bad knees and often stays home, watching TV to kill time. While my husband chatted with her, I prayed to God if we should share gospel with her. God gave me courage to speak. I asked her if we could pray for her health. She agreed. After prayer, I switched the TV channel she was watching to the Christian channel called “Good news” and encouraged her to watch for learning more about God. May God continue to draw her to Him.

 

June 6, 2018 — We are in the world but not of the world. The identity of Christians is the heavenly citizen.

Dad and I chatted about Taiwanese politics. I know this is a sensitive topic. As a Christian, even though I wanted to agree with my Dad, I prayed to God for wisdom to speak the truth in love.

 

Since 1949, people in Taiwan have splitted to basically two groups: against China or for China. I have been praying to God about this issue and observed the core of the conflict is fear in people’s hearts. That is, both parties want to gain the ruling power so that they would not be oppressed like they used to.

 

I believe only God can set Taiwanese people free from the fear. I also believe Christians are responsible for praying for their own country to follow God instead of persuading countrymen to take either side. For God has given Christians the privilege and power to pray. Christians are in the world but not of the world. If Christians don’t stand in the gap and pray for their country, who else can bring hope to non-believers?

However, Dad is still a seeker and it’s hard for him to agree with my comment. I pray that God’s salvation comes to Dad soon so that he can be assured of his first identity as a heavenly citizen.

 

June 7, 2018 — Battle with idols through prayer

We visited my husband’s cousin, Zhong, and her husband. Her husband practices Buddhism for more than 3 years and was eager to debating with us. So we didn’t have a chance to share gospel with her. I prayed for another opportunity to visit her.

 

June 8, 2018 — A hometown full of dark influence

We flied to Pen-Hu island, my husband’s hometown. It’s about 20-minute flight from Taiwan. This sea village attracts tourists in summer. I felt like a tourist too.

My husband’s sister treated us with all kinds of delicious food. In the living room, there’s an interesting device: two fans attached back to back on one pole. My mother-in-law said that’s a reward for her from the temple after she attended the preaching of Buddhism several times. “Oh, no, how hard the enemy is working to capture souls.”, my heart ached.

 

Later at night, I had an opportunity to share gospel with my sister-in-law, Wei. She asked me many questions like how to love yourself; how to forgive others; why people have different destiny, etc? However, she constantly compared what I said with the teaching of Buddhism which she and her husband practice.

Her husband, who is my husband’s older brother, devotes himself to Buddhism and often teaches her to apply the teaching to enduring her bitter relationship with her mother-in-law. So I was not surprised to hear her questions mainly about the struggle with her mother-in-law.  We stood in the kitchen talking for more than 5 hours. However, her spiritual ears seemed to be covered. Although she heard what I said, her heart didn’t respond with agreement or disagreement. As a result, I asked other saints to pray for her.

 

My daughter’s finger was pinched hard by the door when my husband was closing the door in my sister-in-law’s house. She held her tear but her face was distorted with pain. I prayed to God to protect us and heal her.

 

June 11, 2018 — The bondage from a man-made idol

We took a small boat to another island called “Bird Island”. I saw a big temple when the boat was approaching the port. After we went ashore, I saw a church with a cross on the roof on the other side of the port. We checked the church that was locked in the morning. There was a sign on the wall of the church said: “service for exorcising and casting out demon on Wednesday nights.” “Indeed, the prayer of exorcising is necessary here.” I thought.

 

After we went home that night, I was glad to have another opportunity to talk to my sister-in-law, Wei. I asked her to put her Buddhist teaching aside and opened her heart to listen to the Bible. After I prayed for her, I asked her to read the BSF booklet with me. She listened to my reading without speaking. Again, she asked me: “Why are there good and bad people in the world? Why do people have different destiny?” She admitted she has sins and she often asks Buddha to forgive her but constantly feels guilty. She said she follows the voice of Buddha in her heart to live her life.

I felt sad that she is still in bondage of her sins and she can never feel forgiven because she confesses to a man-made powerless idol and a cruel devil behind the idol. May God save her from the bondage of her sin and idols.

 

June 12, 2018 — God has compassion to the sick.

We came back to Kao-Shiung. I woke up early and prayed for my husband’s sister’s friend, Zhen, who suffers a “strange illness”, diagnosed by doctors. Her tongue involuntarily moves up and down, resulting in bleeding sores by touching the teeth. Her husband has been accompaning her to see doctors almost 275 days a year everywhere in Taiwan but no cure is found. Her chin is getting thinner and she uses scissor to cut food to pieces to eat. My husband has heard about her story from his sister years ago. He decided to visit her.

 

June 13, 2018 — The sick wife and her husband received Jesus as their Savior.

We took the train for one and half an hour train to the town called Bai-Her in Tai-Nan county, a place famous for planting lotuses for harvesting lotus seed. Zhen and her husband came to the train station to pick us up. In the car, my husband started to share gospel with them. They showed us around to see fields of lotus and then treated us dinner. Before we ate, I thanked God and prayed for Zhen. She said she was touched and wanted to cry. I felt the touching from Holy Spirit as well.

After we finished dinner,  we used the BSF booklet to read Bible verses with them. The couple concentrated on the Scripture and read along. Then we asked them if they wanted to accept Jesus as their Savior. The couple said yes. At this moment, my heart pumped up and I asked God if I should pray for healing for Zhen. I obeyed and prayed for Zhen, holding her hands. Then I stood up to touch her cheeks on both sides. She didn’t feel different. May God heal her in His time. We gave the glory to God for saving this couple.

My husband brought them a DVD called “Miracles from Heaven” based on a true story. Later she told my husband’s sister that she was greatly touched by the miracle of God’s healing in the story.

 

The weather forecast said there would be heavy rain. The rain came right after we arrived at home.

 

June 14, 2018 — Encouragement about prayer from the old saint

I bought Christian books translated to Chinese days ago. I was encouraged from the book, “The ministry of intercession” by Andrew Murray:

“Israel (Jacob) receives the ability of victorious prayer which is born from a man’s weakness and desperation.” (note: in my own translation from Chinese)

“Many times, there’s a long distance between what we ask for and actual receiving, which requires our patience in faith during the journey.”

 

June 16, 2018 — Prayer everywhere with other saints in one accord.

I prayed with two other moms from my Chinese MIP group in MN through Line app. At that time, we were in three different places and joyfully prayed in one accord.

 

June 17, 2018 — Thank God for saving my brother.

On the Duan-Wu Festival holiday weekend, my brother took high speed train from Taipei along with his wife and 2-year-old son to visit our parents in Kao-Shiung. I haven’t talked to my brother for a long time. During lunch in a restaurant, he told me about the experience of being bullied in the elementary school. I didn’t know such thing because he is younger than me by 8 years and I left home for college when he was in elementary school. After my sister became the second Christian in my family (I am the first), she led my brother to God. I thanked God for saving my brother and prayed that God healed his wound and rebuked any spirit of self-pity to go away.

 

June 19, 2018 — My husband’s cousin received Jesus as her Savior. Due to disobeying God’s command, I opened the door to spiritual attack.

I had a nightmare last night about fighting with three bad guys. In my dream, I eventually was equipped with the armor and cut off the man’s legs with a sword. I woke up at 7 AM and prayed for the spiritual battle this afternoon to meet with my husband’s cousin, Zhong. I thanked God to give us one more opportunity to share gospel with her and her husband who practices Buddhism was out of town today.

 

We took a taxi to Zhong’s condo. She was busy with brewing coffee for us and I sat on the couch, praying for her in my heart. While she chatting with my husband, I glanced at the altar for worshiping Buddha in the other side of the living room and a home-made bread was put there for sacrifice. After a long chat, my husband started to share gospel with her and she seemed to be open.

When we prepared to use the BSF booklet to read the Scripture with her, she interrupted us and wanted to slide the bread for us to taste. When she put one piece on the plate, the thought came to my mind that I should taste a little bit in case she asked me if I liked it or not. I thought it would be ok if I prayed for cleansing the bread. So, I quickly took one tiny bite. However, she didn’t ask me whether I liked the bread she made.

We used the BSF booklet to read the Bible verses with her. Then she prayed to receive Jesus as her Savior. We were joyful to bless her and pray for her eye surgery in two weeks.

When we left her condo, it rained hard outside. I felt shivering with cold even after I put on a thin jacket. After I came home, I started to have a stomachache. It’s on the right lower side of my belly and my husband doubted it’s appendix infection. My mom was very anxious and asked me to see a doctor. That night, I had fever and the symptom looked like appendix infection.

I asked my MIP team in MN to pray for me. I also emailed a pastor’s wife, who prayed for my deliverance years ago. My spirit told me that I committed a sin due to fearing people when I tried to please Zhong by eating the bread which was sacrificed to the idol. I confessed to God and asked for forgiveness.

My mom was worried because my parents and we would travel to Japan in one week. If I needed a surgery, the trip would be cancelled. I assumed my mom was thinking about it. I have been very compliant to my mother for wanting to please her since childhood. However, I thank God for giving me courage to speak up to my mom this time.

“Mom, I know you worried about me. But could you give me one more day? I am asking other saints to pray for me. If it’s a spiritual attack, I would be fine after the prayer. If it’s the physical illness, it might get worse after one day and then I will go to see a doctor.” I gently explained to my mom.

Lying on the bed, I wore layers of heavy clothes and covered my whole body with blanket to sweat. Then I prayed to God for the whole night.

 

June 20, 2018 — The pain was eased.

The next day, my fever was gone and the pain of my belly eased a little. I was wondering if I would have strength to share with the Kao-Shiung MIP group tomorrow. I told the AC leader in Kao-Shiung to pray for me.

 

June 21, 2018 — Shared with Kao-Shiung MIP group

This morning, my mother still tried to urge me to see a doctor. I almost agreed. But I know if I went to see a doctor, the reason was fear about displeasing my mother as well as being doubtful about God’s willingness of forgiveness. On the other hand, the only reason I didn’t want to see a doctor is that I believed God would heal me.

After prayer, I felt God wanted me to eat a little bit porridge my mother made since I didn’t eat much yesterday. I felt pain in my belly but I could stand up more straight to walk than yesterday. And I didn’t want the devil to hinder me from sharing God’s word. So, I still took subway to share with the MIP group in the church in Gang-Shang city.

 

Five moms came to the meeting. I asked the leader to lead the prayer meeting first and then gave them some suggestion. I shared the teaching about prayer similar with the MIP group in Tai-Chung. But I noticed I talked more about how a wife can be a spiritual helper to her husband through prayer. I also shared more testimony and stories from myself and other Christians.

A lady asked me how to pray for a relative who was baptized but never came to church again. I encouraged her to continue to pray because our life of faith can grow mature along the years. Therefore, praying will be the great support for another saint’s growth.

After the meeting, the leader drove me back to the subway station. In the car, I asked about her family. She said her husband is not a believer. But thanks to God to use a lot of circumstance to bring her close to God and that’s also the reason she is leading this MIP group. I thanked her to share her testimony with me because I thought about a Christian friend who also married a non-believer husband. After I heard her testimony, I prayed to God to keep my friend’s faith and bring her back to the church in His time.

 

Mom threw out a lot of anxious words to me about many things. Thank God for giving me a quiet spirit so I didn’t echo her worries. While she talked, I prayed hard for wisdom.

“Please read this testimony, Mom”. I handed her the book I was reading in Chinese translation, “Intercessors–Discover your prayer power” by Elizabeth Alves.

It’s about a mom who had a daughter suffering with eating disorder and the mom finally came to pray for her daughter out of desperation. Then I told my mom to pray for her children instead of worrying.

The truth shone light to Mom and she showed me the Bible full of colorful pages, which was the gift from the church when she was led by my sister and baptized after I came to US.

 

June 22, 2018 — My sin was forgiven. My daughter’s foot was accidentally stuck in the bike wheel.

I got the email back from the pastor’s wife. She lovingly rebuked me that I should have known better not eating the sacrificed food on the idol’s altar. I knew what she said was true because before receiving her email, my spirit was touched and cried with joyful tear when I read the quoted Bible verse from the book, Intercessor: “Woman, your sin has been forgiven.” This pastor’s wife prayed for me and taught me to ask God to lift the judgments off me.

 

This morning we would go to Hua-Lian city to visit my husband’s friend from the graduate school. My mom and dad went with us to the train station. Mom asked me if my belly still hurt. I felt a little bit cranky on my stomach because I guessed I ate little. So I told Mom to pray for me. I was so glad to hear she started to pray right besides me on the platform of the subway station.

After I got on the train, I texted Mom that my belly was totally fine after she prayed and I could enjoy eating the Bendo (lunch box) on the train.

 

During this crisis of spiritual battle, I learned that God is almighty and holy, whom I both fear and trust.

 

On the train to Hua-Lian along the east coast of Taiwan, there’s beautiful ocean and mountain view and fields of golden rice. We stayed in an AirB&B. There were bikes for guests. So we rode on the bikes, having my daughter sitting in the back, just like any kids do in Taiwan.

But right before we took off, I thought about the childhood experience, having my foot stuck in the wheel when my dad rode the bike with me sitting on the front. Now, I only told my daughter to put her feet beside the wheel and was eager to go. In five minutes, the thing I worried happened. Her foot was stuck into the rolling wheel when my husband was pedaling the bike with her sitting in the back.

My husband quickly jumped off the bike but her foot was stuck so bad and we could not get it out. An old man walked by and stopped to help us lift up the wheel. I called out to Jesus. After the second time I called, her foot slipped out of the wire of the wheel but swollen with bruise. Thank God for rescuing her.

 

June 23, 2018 — Unexpectedly met my college professor, also a believer.

We caught the bus on time. After one-hour drive, we arrived at the house Samson built by the ocean, who is my husband’s friend from the graduate school. He waited for us by the road.

He happily showed us around this eco and high-tech house designed by a Finland architect and programmed by himself. They also raise two geese in the backyard and a big dog which often follows the hikers on the long trails.

I was surprised that we didn’t have chance to bring up gospel to him. We only knew his dad is a believer and he doesn’t know why. Then, he talked about the college professor I knew, who also lives in the same city. He was enthusiastic to call the professor for me.

Then, before we left the city, he drove fast one the winding mountain road for one hour to bring us to the professor’s house and we talked for 10 minutes before catching the train to another city, Pu-Shin.

After I talked to Professor Yang, I finally knew why we didn’t get to share gospel with Samson. Professor Yang is a believer and his only son lives right in Twin Cities, MN. What a small world! So, I asked Professor Yang to take care of Samson and share gospel with him later. Professor Yang prayed to bless us and Samson.

Thanks to Samson’s fast driving and help with luggage, we barely caught the train.

 

June 24, 2018 — Being refilled by the sermon in the holy place

We visited another church in Taipei. The sister, who shared with me weeks ago about speaking in tongue attends this church. They take off their shoes in the church and they pray for Israel as their mission. I was glad to be recharged from today’s sermon for another coming week to Japan.

 

June 25, 2018 — God will not despise the prayer from a contrite heart with the sympathy for other’s pain.

Chien was my classmate in Columbia University and I led her to God before I moved to MN from NYC. She has been praying for me after she became a believer until I was spiritually delivered.

Tonight, I met with her and told her about MIP. I suggested her to meet with Charity Pu in Tai-Chung and learn more about MIP. And I prayed with her and asked God to lead her to start a MIP group in her school where she is the director.

Chien has been treated in a harsh way by her family after she became a Christian. However, out of love, she gave up the US citizenship and went back to Taiwan for hoping to share gospel with her family.

 

That night, my daughter had an argument with me and I felt great sorrow in my heart. The eyes of my heart saw that was like the conflict Chien often sufferers from her unbeliever mom. Therefore, I prayed from the bottom of my heart for her and I believed God would not despise a broken and contrite heart (refer to Psalm 51:17).

I was reminded that’s how we could be healed by Jesus’ stripes (refer to Isaiah 53:5) because Jesus took our pain and pleaded to God with a broken heart on our behalf.

 

June 26, 2018 — My college classmate received Jesus as his Savoior.

Tonight was the last day in Taiwan. I texted my college classmate, Yu and asked if he liked to talk. Yu asked me about Christianity last year through Facebook.

Tonight, I asked my husband to talk with him by phone and we used the BSF booklet to read the Bible with him. Yu was willing to pray and received Jesus as his Savior. We thanked God for giving us one more opportunity to witness His glory before leaving Taiwan.

 

June 27, 2018 — Arrived at Japan

My parents and younger sister flew from Kao-Shuing today to Osaka, Japan. My husband, my daughter and I flew from Tao-Yung to Osaka and we would meet in the airport.

Thank God for leading us to find each other in this big airport near the information booth.

 

June 29, 2018 — Prayed for healing to mankind around the world

We took Shinkansen (Japanese bullet train) to Hiroshima. Mr. Ikeda, a volunteer at the train station, kindly walked us to the bus stop for a complimentary tour in this city.

Many western tourists came to visit the memorial location of nuclear bomb during the final stage of World War II. A desolate building with broken walls has been kept for displaying the destruction of the bomb.

In the museum, the photos of the injured and distorted objects melted by extreme heat silently protested to the cruelty of the nuclear bomb.

However, the more cruel damage has been done by human beings’ sins and the devil to the mankind. Who can see the wounds in people’s hearts suffering from fear, insecurity, pride and pain around the world? Only God knows. And that’s why He sent Jesus to come to heal the world.

I prayed that the merciful God heals the broken hearts in this city as well as other places, and bring the everlasting peace to the countries.

 

July 1, 2018 — My Japanese friend received Jesus as her Savior. Thank God for protecting my parents and sister.

Sa is my Japanese friend I met in MN. Three years ago she came back to Japan with her two little kids. I sensed the tension in her marriage and prayed for her back then. We visited her in the city one hour away from Osaka by Shinkansen bullet train. While we took another local train to arrive at the small train station, I got the text from her. She said she was sitting in the police car. I was puzzled.

She was on the verge of tear when she saw me. She explained that she had a fight with her husband currently separate from her. She got a ticket due to driving without fully stop at the stop sign when she came to pick us up. What a sad opening to see each other. But I cheered her up with God’s word and told her that God sent me to her for a loving reason.

While Sa prepared the simple Temaki with cucumber and fried egg for dinner, my husband and daughter played with her kids outside. I used the BSF booklet to read the Scripture with her. After we ate dinner, Sa took out the incense of firework Japanese people often play in summer for the kids.

The time for us to leave soon came. I asked Sa if she wanted to pray and receive Jesus as her Savior. And she did. We hugged each other in tear with joy of knowing we are sisters in Christ now. We caught the local train in 5 minutes.

 

Another praise to God for today was that my sister and my parents safely went back to the hotel by themselves when we visited Sa. My sister didn’t get my text about which platform to take JR train back to the hotel and she doesn’t speak Japanese.

I prayed to God wholeheartedly to direct them and keep them safe. My sister later told me that they went to the wrong platform and she was not sure about the direction. Then, there appeared a staff with uniform of the train station, lingering in front of her, picking up trash. So she asked the staff and he directed her to the right platform.

 

July 2, 2018 — God is our prince of peace when Dad was lost in the big mall.

We took the Shinkansen for two hours to the Hakata city, famous for Ramen (Japanese noodle soup). When we visited the shopping center called Canal City Hakata, which is like MOA, we took the escalator up to 2nd floor and from the top I saw my dad in the far back of line turned to the other direction on the 1st floor and suddenly disappeared from our sight.

I asked my husband to run quickly to catch Dad but he has been walked far away. Dad doesn’t speak Japanese and only a little English and he was out of reach by phone. I prayed so hard to give him peace.

Meanwhile, with great peace, I ran around for searching for him and then stopped at the information booth to ask them to announce Dad’s name through the speaker. The customer service staff was kind and called a Chinese staff to come to help.

In 10 minutes, Dad appeared behind me. He said he walked to the sky walk on the 2nd floor, which I pointed it to him before we went up to the escalator. He told himself to come back to the location he missed us when he couldn’t find us on the 2nd floor.

I asked Dad how he felt when he was lost. Dad said he had great peace. “Oh, God, how thankful I am. You are our prince of peace.” I praised God.

 

While we took the long ride of Shinkansen, I got time to talk to my sister and Mom about spiritual warfare by showing them the Bible verses. I thanked God for giving me this trip and I can spend more quality time with my family.

 

July 3, 2018 — Seeing my parents and sister off with peace

I woke up early to accompany my parents and sister to the train station, departing for the airport. They would leave for Taiwan and I later would leave for US. It’s like a normal day of seeing people off to different destination. Thank God to protect them during the whole trip and arrived home safely.

We took the later flight back to CA. We visited my son in the school again. He was fine today.

 

July 5, 2018 — God is our wall of fire.

We rent a car to drive to San Francisco for my husband’s sharing his testimony there. On the way, we took a break at St. Maria city. At night, there was a man shouting and I heard the noise like gunshots outside the motel room we stayed. I prayed to God to keep us safe by surrounding us with the wall of fire.

 

June 7, 2018 — Refilled by the communion with the saints in Carmel-by-the-sea church

we came to Monterey Bay and stopped at the village called Carmel-by-the-sea. On Sunday, we went to a small church in this village. In the sanctuary, the wall on the left hand side hanging the quilt said ‘Tis the gift to be simple”; the one on the right hand side said: ‘Tis the gift to be free”.

 

The sermon was about communion. The young-looking pastor with beard explained the meaning of taking communion and its blessing: getting the rising power from death through Jesus. He mentioned a testimony about an atheist once attended the service with communion and came to believe in God. I affirmed the message to this pastor, Luke, after the sermon that taking the communion with them recharged me in this long journey of mission once again.

July 8, 2018 — God is our shield.

My sister in Taiwan told me about the huge flood in Okayama city, where Sa lives. I messengered her but didn’t hear from her. I prayed to God to be her refuge and shield and she can find hope in His word. (From Psalm 119:114). I also sent out prayer request to my MIP team.

A week before we went to Japan, an earthquake shook Osaka. After we left, the flood came. I thanked God for protecting my family during the trip.

July 9, 2018 — God is faithful to save.

The Jewish couple, Paul and Adrienne invited my husband to give his testimony to a group of Chinese scholars they serve in UC Berkeley. We stayed with them for two nights and learned more about Jewish history.

 

Both of them grew up in Jewish family. After they believed in Jesus, their family regarded them as traitors. Adrienne explained that Christians once persecuted Jewish people in a harsh way, like “Martin Luther, a German Reformation leader, who had a significant influence on German antisemitism by his anti-Jewish statements and writings” (quoted from Wikipedia).

 

However, both of them were touched by Jesus’ love after a long search of the truth and received Jesus as their Savior. They prayed for their family and endured their hatred. Finally, at age 95, Adrienne’s mother told her that she felt there is a God and asked Adrienne to pray for her. She received Jesus as her Savior and passed away in two months. Similar things happened to Paul’s parents.

 

That night, I shared this testimony with Chien, who is persecuted by her family and she was greatly encouraged by the faithfulness of God.

 

July 10, 2018 — My husband and I are a team in God’s work.

My husband gave a speech about how he searched for a true God as an engineer, who has a logical and reasoning mind. After he finished the speech, we got an opportunity to talk with a Chinese professor who came to US before and brought his daughter for attending summer camp this year.

He mentioned the hardship in Chinese communism, which doesn’t allow people the freedom to believe in God. His face showed the anxiety about the future and a longing for peace.

We gave him the BSF booklet and encouraged him to read and pray to God while he was in US. His name is Wei. We pray that he will come to the light of the truth and fix his eyes on Jesus without looking at the chaotic circumstance around him.

 

A brother in the fellowship shared with me the difficulty in the ministry because the Chinese scholars come and go. I encouraged him to see his role as a seed-planter.

Another brother felt sad to not see many male scholars came to believe God while their wives did. I encouraged him to teach the wives to pray without ceasing for their husbands. He said it’s good to see my husband and I are a team. That’s the best compliment from God.

July 11, 2018 — God is the shield.

I heard from Sa in Japan. She showed me the photos right behind her house. The flood came to the brink of the railroad behind her backyard and stopped there. Oh, God, I praised You to be the shield for Sa’s family and her property.

July 12, 2018 — Come back home.

I asked my MIP AC leader to pray for the smooth process of returning the car and safe trip to going home. And God answered.

The flight was delayed for almost 3 hours but no passengers complained about it. We came home in the early morning on July 13.

We found that it was like a jungle in our backyard with untrimmed bushes and the lawn covered with vines. The house didn’t feel like home to us right away because it is big compared with many tiny living places we stayed in Taiwan and Japan for two months. How blessed is America!

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I want to dedicate this report to God and all the saints who prayed for us. The intercession of the saints is the rear supply in spiritual warfare. Both the soldiers sent to the front and the force supplied in the rear build a great team of God’s Kingdom.

Seeing the Danger of Sin

Meditation on Ephesians 4:17-27

17 This I say therefore, and testify in the Lord, that ye henceforth walk not as other Gentiles walk, in the vanity of their mind,18 Having the understanding darkened, being alienated from the life of God through the ignorance that is in them, because of the blindness of their heart:19 Who being past feeling have given themselves over unto lasciviousness, to work all uncleanness with greediness. 20 But ye have not so learned Christ; 21 If so be that ye have heard him, and have been taught by him, as the truth is in Jesus: 22 That ye put off concerning the former conversation the old man, which is corrupt according to the deceitful lusts;23 And be renewed in the spirit of your mind; 24 And that ye put on the new man, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness. 25 Wherefore putting away lying, speak every man truth with his neighbour: for we are members one of another. 26 Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath: 27 Neither give place to the devil.

Don’t you have pride? How could you let other people disrespect you and treat you like this?

This sentence is often heard in the TV drama or even the society. But is that really a good thing to keep your anger or pride by revenging or hating?

This is a true story about a young boy who gave into his emotion of hatred to his father and fear of death. When the boy was 9 years old, one day he attended the funeral of a 22-month-old toddler was accidentally ran over by the baby’s father who backed up his truck from the garage. It’s been a while that this boy was under pressure from his father to be perfect in many ways. The hidden hatred under the tension with his father and the fear of death from this funeral resulted in a deceptive desire in the boy’s mind: “If I don’t eat, I will not grow. If I don’t grow up, I won’t die.” Since then, the boy refused to eat or drink for 8 months and lost his weight to the degree he was hospitalized.

The Bible said: “In your anger, do not sin.” (Ephesians 4:26) Anger is often an emotional response when a person is mistreated. This is a normal reaction from a human. However, when he/she willfully gives in to this emotion, his/her mindset starts to agree with the ignorant, heart-hardened pride which is from the corrupted old self. Without coming to God’s truth as light for protection, the inner sins are born from the tempted emotion to insist on the old self’s way, which brings forth the deceitful desire to justify our emotion to hate or fear, eventually indulging in himself/herself to the darkness of evil.

This boy started to demonstrate crazy behaviors like screaming while sleepwalking, eating disorder, depression, biting himself in anxiety and even hitting his beloved mom. He didn’t want to tell any doctors or counselors what was in his mind so no professionals could help him. In one case, his mom even needed to use duct tape to bind him to stop his frenzy outburst.

This situation continued for 3 years. During the struggle his Christian mom never ceased to pray. Through other Christians’ help, the boy started to reveal what was in his mind. Meanwhile, the boy mentioned that he saw dark devil was by his side. His Christian mom prayed to fight to the degree that the devil spoke to her in one situation:

“What authority did you have to cast me out?” the devil challenged her.

“By the authority of Jesus Christ’s name, I cast you out.” The mom replied with the bold faith given by God at that moment.

After that, the boy’s spiritual strength grew in the Lord. When the boy turned 12 years old, he wanted to go to a two-week mission trip to Texas with his church which have loving pastor and saints to encourage him all the time. The boy finally felt the love from God by giving him parents and family when he saw the homeless while staying in the organization of Salvation army. Now this boy grows to a young man and wants to give his life to serve the Lord.

The commands in the Bible are not religious rules, but meant to protect us from devil’s spiritual attack. Keep in mind: “Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold.” (Ephesians 4:26). The devil eagerly devours our faith to the Lord. When you think you want to keep angry and revenge in your selfish way, you often are not getting what you want, but willfully agree with the lies of devil to indulge yourself in a sinkhole of darkness and despair. The only solution is to put off your old self and put on the new self by renewing your attitude of mind according to God’s truth and love through the faith to Jesus Christ.

The name of the Lord is a strong tower; The righteous runs into it and is safe. (Proverbs 18:10)

自尊心從哪裡來?

你是否聽過或想過這樣的話:

「我很樂意幫助別人的需要,但是我不想麻煩別人,因為我不想欠人情。」

「我很想請你幫忙,但是又怕太麻煩你,所以不敢問你。」

「我請他幫忙我的工作,可是他不願意,我覺得很受傷。」

「我不想幫他那個忙,因為那是他可以自己做的事,可是拒絕他讓我覺得愧疚,自己似乎沒有愛心。」

據我的觀察與體驗,這些心態跟缺乏自尊心或自尊心低落有關。由於我們的道德價值觀會左右我們的判斷,使我們常常忽略了不健康的心靈產生的問題。

自尊心低落的人,衍生出容易自卑沮喪,被壓迫也不願意反擊。俗稱自尊心強的人,其實不是堅強,而是自我意識太強,容易憤世嫉俗,自以為是。

自信與自尊不完全一樣。有自信的人,如果相信的是自己,他可能在人前頗為風光,但私底下可能自尊心低落,得藉各種方法縱欲麻痺自己。有人以為功成名就的人就有自信,但那不等於自尊心。也有人以為不分好壞,多多讚美鼓勵孩子,就能提高他們的自尊心,卻可能變成自大狂。

自尊心的定義,是尊重自己;廣義來說,是尊重一個人的價值。不尊重他人的人,也不會尊重自己。有自尊心的人,明白別人跟他一樣,都是一個寶貴的生命,沒有貴賤之分,所以他不會因外表、身份地位、社會價值觀去論斷別人。這帶來的效果是,他也能看自己所當看的,為自己設立合理的界線(boundary)。

如果你相信人是被造的,那麼來聽聽上帝,這個大設計師給人類的完美說明書–聖經,使你的思想被更新變化,你的心靈得以正常運作。

聖經說:「人是上帝大而可畏的創造」(參詩篇139:14),恢復自尊心的第一步,就是接受一個事實:人不是上帝,而是上帝充滿智慧與能力的被造。你有上帝的形象,靠著上帝給你的力量,你能愛上帝與愛人如己。當你看別人不順眼時,你會向上帝認罪,就是驕傲、自我中心的罪,並求上帝給你屬靈的眼光,看見別人的優點,使你能尊重自己,也尊重別人:你不強迫別人接受你的想法,也不會因別人對你的批評讚美使你的心情忽高忽低。

聖經說:「我不論斷自己,只有神能論斷我」(參哥林多前書4:4)。你承認自己是上帝所造的,也相信這個上帝有超越你所理解的智慧大能,那你又何德何能去論斷自己的好或壞呢?因此你下決心不論斷自己,也不論斷別人,因為只有公平看透人心的上帝,有正確的標準來衡量每個人的動機。不論斷人,不與人比較,是看重自己的開始。

聖經說:「靠著加力給我的主,我凡事都能做;離了主,我什麼都不能做」(參腓立比書4:13;約翰福音15:5)。真正的自信,不是來自個人能力或智慧,而是相信那位創造我,給我恩典力量的上帝,能給我力量完成任務。結果是我在人前不再害羞,因為害羞是自我中心,導致過份注意自己是否成功或失敗的外在表現,這跟個性內向、外向無關。

培養自尊心,從認識自己開始。

聖經說:「背起自己的十字架來跟隨主」(馬太福音16:24)。「個人要擔負自己的擔子」(加拉太書6:2)。這些經文提醒我們,個人有責任去做決定、取捨,使我們把眼前上帝量給我們的事情做好,不用好高騖遠,或埋怨沒有機會。

當我有重擔,我向主呼求,因為「主耶穌每日背負我們的重擔」(詩篇68:19),會適時差遣人來幫助我,使我心存感激與愛他的心,並受鼓勵去回饋給有同樣需要的人,而不會覺得虧欠別人而不敢承受。同樣的,對於別人的要求,我求主給我感動、力量與智慧,來謙卑做決定該不該幫忙,如何幫忙,而不要濫用同情去幫倒忙。精神科醫生林信男寫過一個故事:在澳洲的原住民,原本要走很遠的路去獵食,但政府出於補償心態,發給原住民津貼。當他去澳洲旅遊時,便看到這些原住民因為不需要再獵食而無所事事,終日坐在樹下喝酒。幫與不幫,如何幫忙,需要求上帝給予智慧。

神的國裡需要各樣不同才華的人,因此祂賦予你獨特的崗位,你不用跟別人比較,或只想做別人看為好的。當神賜下新心新靈,你的自尊心就被恢復與建立;接著你也願意尊主為大,讓神放在你裡面的聖靈完全掌管你(參以西結書36:26)–不憑己意,甘願讓神的心意成全–那麼神就為你量了界線,使你在裡面是平安穩妥的,你就不再擔心自己與別人的眼光,而單單渴慕神給你的屬天獎賞。

The Essence of Thanksgiving

Thanksgiving is my favorite American holiday. Upon moving to Minnesota, one of my American coworkers invited our family of three to her house for Thanksgiving. After dinner, the host put the left-over turkey in the big cast iron pot to the outdoor porch piling up several inches of snow. It was the first time I witnessed the benefit of icy winter that can be used as a natural refrigerator. Every time I recall this scene, the bitter winter seems more friendly to me. However, I didn’t have this mindset in the beginning. The first five years after coming to Minnesota, I shivered with coldness every winter while asking God why I ended up here.

If God did answer me, would I have complained less? How often parents found themselves explaining to the child that some training is good for his/her future, the disobedient child not only shuts his/her ears but also grumbles while trying to avoid the hard work. Therefore, I gradually understand that people who complain with ungrateful hearts are lover of themselves and poor in spirit. However, Jesus says: “…I came that they may have life and have it abundantly.” (John 10:10) If the sincere gratitude is regarded like priceless treasure, how rich for the people who count their blessings.

From the teaching in the Bible, I understand the following truth about thankfulness.

  1. God is the object to whom we give our thankfulness

The relationship between God and us is like loving parents treat their children; instead of the exchange of benefit between the employer and the employee. But the Bible says, “for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God”. What does “fall short of the glory of God” mean? Imagine someone took the masterpiece you created as his own without mentioning your name. This person falls short of the honor of you and steals the credit belonged to you. However, the just God wants us to live a life with integrity, rather than stealing and give opportunity to devil. Therefore, Christians ought to thank God for creating us and giving us grace, as well as for the people who help you. Don’t take pride in our good work and make the credit our own.

  1. The heart of gratitude is the result of a changed life

The Bible says that God removed our heart of stone and gave us a new heart (refer to Ezekiel 36:26) so that we can feel the warmth of God’s love. Therefore, being thankful is not a means of getting happiness, but a result naturally flowing out of our hearts which acknowledge only the almighty God can meet all our needs.

  1. Gratitude is a humble attitude

The Bible says, “Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.” (Philippians 4:6 ) In Greek, “with” thanksgiving carries the meaning of “along with”, which is having a thankful attitude when coming to pray. When we have the heart of fearing God as our Lord and the humility as a servant, we can sincerely give thanks to God. When God enlighten the eyes of our hearts, we will forget about ourselves while we feel so good about all our God’s attributes.

  1. Being thankful is a command with blessing

The Bible says, “give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.” (2 Thessalonians 5:18 ) Christians obey God’s commands, not out of obligation, but out of love. We recognize God’s commands are the channel of His blessing. Consequently, we give thanks to God because God is worthy of our worship. We don’t need to wait to thank God until everything goes smoothly; we can give thanks in all circumstances if we have divine perspective. This perspective is not derived from moral or psychological effect, but from God who happily grants to those who don’t cherish iniquity in their hearts. (refer to Psalms 66:18)

From practicing thankfulness, I gain the following joy.

  1. Giving thanks to God is glorifying God.

In the Old Testament, God chose Israelites to be a role model for the world to know that Yahweh God is the only true God in the universe. Likewise, in the New Testament, the gospel of Jesus Christ came to the Gentiles so that Christians are also entrusted with the privilege and purpose of glorifying the name of God. When we open mouths to thank God, it is glorifying God because the Bible says, “The one who offers thanksgiving as his sacrifice glorifies me.” (Psalms 50:23)

  1. Giving thanks to God brings about life.

God doesn’t need humans’ praise; but humans need to give thanks to God for escaping the sinful self-centeredness. The Bible says, “Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and those who love it will eat its fruits.” (Proverbs 18:21) When king David saw the people who boasted of evil and trusted in the abundance of his riches plotted destruction and spoke lies, the consequence was that they got broken down forever by God. (refer to Psalms 52) When we are thankful in our hearts, our mouths can speak the fitting words for building up and give grace to ourselves and those who hear. (refer to Ephesians 4:29)

  1. Giving thanks to God makes me bold.

While being unable to give thanks in trouble, we shall recall how God has come through for us in the past. When king David was seized by the enemies, he cried out to God, then his enemies turned back so that he knew that God was for him. Therefore, he can say with confidence: “In God I trust; I shall not be afraid. What can man do to me?” (refer to Psalms 56)

  1. Giving thanks to God makes me more than conqueror in front of devil.

The Bible says, “Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil.” (Ephesians 6:11) When I obey the truth with a thankful heart, the devil’s lies of distorting God’s truth is quickly exposed, as well as the secular paradox. As a result, I am assured of my divine identify and value.

While praying at all times in the Spirit, I continue practicing giving thanks to God in the following ways.

  1. Study God’s word

The Bible says, “Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.” (Romans 12:2) On one hand, equip with Bible truth; on the other hand, refuse to listen to the untruthful lies. Studying Bible is not only for gaining knowledge or sharing gospel, but also knowing God more intimately through the Holy Spirit. The more we know God, the more our thoughts in flesh will be removed. Gradually, we shall grow mature to fit God’s holiness as a new creation.

  1. Discipline my body and keep it under control

When I find myself starting to complain due to my sins, I quickly confess them to God and pray for Holy Spirit to fill my heart. Then I learn from King David who said to himself, “My heart is steadfast; Awake, my soul. I will magnify Him with thanksgiving.” (refer to Psalms 57:869:30) I command my emotion, thought and body to submit to my will so that I can open my mouth to give thanks to God, instead of being controlled by the flesh emotion. I learned that giving thanks is an effective weapon in blocking depression.

  1. Point to God as the object whom we give thanks to.

The Bible says, “to declare your steadfast love in the morning and your faithfulness by night.” (Psalms 92:2) I give thanks to God for myself and my family every morning that He gives us new mercy as well as the grace and strength for today’s work. Before going to bed by night, I ask myself and my children what we are thankful for during the day. And I thank God for faithfully provides and protects us today.

When my children have success in what they do, I remind them that it is God who gives them strength and grace to accomplish their tasks. It is valuable to help children learn to give glory to God so that they don’t fall into the sin of pride because “God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble.” (James 4:6)

When the children fail in what they tried and feel frustrated, I remind them to thank God who is 100 percent for us because of our faith and God promises not to leave us or forsake us so that we can continue to work hard.

The Victory and Hope of a Life Reborn

The arrival of spring is heartily welcomed in Minnesota where winter lingers for almost a half-year. The two-parted whistles from male Northern Cardinals is often heard in the early spring. While lifting my head up to search for the birds, I cheerfully found little buds springing from the tip of the branches. I think our spiritual life is very similar: Only through experiencing the coldness of death, can we start to cherish the joy of resurrection.

While Christians praise God for choosing us to receive the grace of salvation, we not only acknowledge our release over the bondage of our sins and evil through Jesus Christ, but also realize that our new life has been undergoing the inception of the eternal life with glorious victory. When I read about Lazarus who was dead and rotting in the grave for four days, I cannot help but relate Lazarus to myself who was dead spiritually and brought back to life by Jesus. Therefore, I compare the stages of resurrection of Lazarus and my spiritual life in the following.

The stages of resurrection of Lazarus (John 11:43-44)

  1. Jesus called in a loud voice, “Lazarus, come out!”
  2. The dead man came out, his hands and feet wrapped with strips of linen, and a cloth around his face.
  3. Jesus said to them, “Take off the grave clothes and let him go.”

The stages of resurrection of my spiritual life

  1. I was dead in my sins so that I could not see and know God. But through the sanctifying work of the Spirit, my spirit came back to life so that I can respond to Jesus Christ’s effectual calling. As a result, I confessed and repented my sins to God and “He forgave all my sins” (Colossians 2:13).
  2. God made me alive with Christ who was risen from the death.
  3. While I was cleansed by Jesus Christ’s blood, God canceled the written code that was against me and took it away, nailing it to the cross. My debt of sins is totally paid, once for all.
    The climax of the resurrection of Lazarus is that people helped take off the strips of linen covering his body and face. Likewise, God cut off the spiritual handcuffs and shackles from our sins and Satan so that we can be “rescued from the dominion of darkness and brought into the kingdom of the Christ” (Colossians 1:13). Since then, we were reconciled with God through believing Jesus Christ and “become holy, without blemish and free from accusation” (Colossians 1:22).

A truly reborn Christian wants to obey God’s commands out of love. Our spiritual life grows as we read the Bible and pray in the spirit. Gradually, we understand God’s wills that have been clearly written in the Bible and also learn from Jesus, our best role model who completely obeyed the Father without holding His own schedule or item list.

Why is the name of Jesus Christ powerful to save sinners and beat the evil? It’s because He humbled Himself and became obedient to death, even death on a cross.

“Therefore, God exalted Him to the highest place and gave Him the name that is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow in heaven and on earth and under the earth” (Philippians 2:6-11).

By faith, Christians receive the precious name of Jesus Christ, as a police officer is granted a badge. We are given the authority to trample on evils and to overcome all the power of the spiritual enemy.

The heart of humility and gratitude makes you see yourself as a forgiven sinner in front of God. You admit that you may stumble in ignorant imperfection in this life. However, you shall not stay in the guilt; instead, you come to God and confess your sins when God convicts you, as you believe that “if you confess your sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive you your sins and purify you from all unrighteousness” (1 John 1:9).

However, when you encounter Satan in spiritual warfare, he will try to deceive you that you cannot avoid sinning against God because of your sinful flesh. As a result, Satan either tempts you to find an excuse for your sins or to feel depressed and helpless to overcome sins. At this very moment, you need to proclaim your status as a saint: Through the blood of Jesus Christ, you have been given the divine nature and can escape the corruption of flesh.

Therefore, you have the freedom to not go on sinning and you will not sin with deliberate intention because you are born of God with His divine nature. Through continually practicing to “Submit to God and resist the devil” (James 4:7), the muscle of your faith will be strengthened. You can gain the victory over sins because “He has brought you out into the light” (Micah 7:9), “you are more than conquerors through Him” (Romans 8:37).

Now, because you clearly declare that your identity is God’s child, with the Truth, you can expose the devil’s lies and resist his temptation. You will notice that the sound of accusation or your guilt disappear while the devil flees from you. However, Jesus said: “Do not rejoice that the spirits submit to you, but rejoice that your names are written in heaven” (Luke 10:20). When Jesus comes back, you will receive His praise, glory and honor (1 Peter 1:7).

Have you joyfully received Jesus as your Savior and the Lord so that you can grow mature spiritually and gain the assurance of salvation and the hope of everlasting glory? How do you see yourself today in light of your salvation through Jesus?