Spiritual Learning

What Does God’s Salvation mean to me in This Season?

I cannot imagine how miserable I would be if I did not have the salvation of Christ.

According to the lecture and notes in Lesson 1, salvation is not merely a possession that we display on a bookshelf like a trophy. It is an active work of God that we are called to live out. God has given us the freedom and authority to live out our faith without shame. Yet, in reality, we may struggle with imposter syndrome, worrying about how other people might judge us or whether we are truly good enough.

You are not alone.

The devil tries to accuse believers in Christ and make us feel like imposters or fakes. He wants us to doubt our identity in Jesus Christ. But when we become confident in who we are in Christ, we can stand firm in prayer in Jesus’ name.

So I have been practicing three steps to fight back against the devil’s bullying.

The first step is to stand firm and block the punch.

When I hear an accusation such as, “You are selfish,” I pause as I stand firm in my position as God’s beloved daughter and saint, instead of immediately agreeing with that voice. I turn to Jesus and ask, “Lord, is this voice/thought from You?”

If I am not sure, I simply pray:

“Father God, if I have sinned against You by being selfish, please forgive me. Thank You for cleansing me from this sin. In Jesus Christ’s name. Amen.”

Then I allow God to bring peace to my mind.

The second step is to punch back.

If the accusing thought continues to harass me, I confidently say:

“In Jesus Christ’s name, I reject this accusation. I claim God’s love so that I have the love of Jesus Christ for myself and for others.”

I can also speak a Scripture verse that the Holy Spirit brings to my mind.

The third step is to replace the lie with God’s truth.

Sometimes we may think that we are not good enough to share the gospel in a powerful way, like Paul. But this can become another sinful habit—the habit of comparing ourselves with others and judging ourselves.

I have been working on building a truthful habit of thinking in the spirit to replace the sinful habits of the flesh. I have been a believer for more than 30 years, and I am still practicing my spiritual martial art in this way.

Hiding our sharing, talents, or gifts is not necessarily humility; sometimes it is self-hindrance.

Comparing ourselves with others is not the same as trying to improve ourselves. It can become self-judgment, as though we were putting ourselves in God’s place as the judge.

Agreeing with the accusing thoughts is not guarding our hearts, but it gives the devil a foothold.

May God’s Word of truth continue to strengthen our faith, just as muscle cells grow bigger when they receive the nourishment they need. May the “muscle” of our faith continue to grow stronger as we receive His truth about who He is and who we are in Jesus Christ.

And we have conquered the devil by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of our testimony. (Revelation 12:11)

In Jesus Christ’s name. Amen.

Three fighting steps in spiritual martial art

What Does God’s Salvation Mean to me in This Season?

I cannot imagine how miserable I would be if I did not have the salvation of Christ.

You are not alone.

So I have developed three steps to fight back against the devil’s bullying.

The first step is to stand firm and block the punch.

If I am not sure, I simply pray:

“Father God, if I have sinned against You by being selfishness, please forgive me. Thank You for cleansing me from this sin. In Jesus Christ’s name. Amen.”

Then I allow God to bring peace to my mind.

The second step is to punch back.

If the accusing thought continues to harass me, I confidently say:

“In Jesus Christ’s name, I reject this accusation. I claim that I have the love of Jesus Christ for myself and for others.”

I can also speak a Scripture verse that the Holy Spirit brings to my mind.

The third step is to replace the lie with truth.

I have been working on building a truthful habit of the spirit to replace the sinful habits of the flesh. I have been a believer for more than 30 years, and I am still practicing my spiritual martial art in this way.

Hiding our sharing, talents, or gifts is not necessarily humility; sometimes it is self-hindrance.

Comparing ourselves with others is not the same as trying to improve ourselves. It can become self-judgment, as though we were putting ourselves in God’s place as the judge.

Agreeing with the accusing thought is not guarding our hearts, but it gives the devil a foothold.

May God’s Word of truth continue to strengthen our faith, just as muscle cells grow stronger when they receive the nourishment they need. May the “muscle” of our faith continue to grow strong as we receive His truth about who He is and who we are in Jesus Christ.

And we have conquered the devil by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of our testimony. (Revelation 12:11)

In Jesus Christ’s name. Amen.

When I Choose to Believe

Peter stood at the edge of the boat.
The wind was blowing,
and the waves were crashing against the side of the boat.

Far away,
he saw Jesus standing on the water.

“Come.”

Just one word.

Peter looked down at the boat beneath his feet,
then lifted his eyes toward the One who was calling him.

He did not know what would happen next.
He did not know whether the water would really hold him.

But he stepped out.

That step was not because
he understood everything.

It was because—
he chose to believe.

Perhaps real change in life
does not begin when we finally understand everything.

Perhaps it begins
when we are willing to take that first step.

Following Jesus
is not about trying hard to become a “good person.”

It is not about doing enough
to earn God’s approval.

Nor is it about using God
only when we need Him.

It is about choosing,
moment by moment,
to trust Him.

When fear tells me to step back,
I choose to move forward.

When disappointment tells me to give up,
I choose to take one more step.

When the voices of others tell me,
“You are not good enough,”
I choose to believe the voice that says,
“You are loved.”

One choice
ignites the next action.

One action
leads to the next choice.

Like a light turning on
in a dark runway—

one light,
then another,
then another…

A path that I could not see before
slowly begins to appear.

I may not know where the path ends,
but I can see the next step.

And so I begin to run.

I spread the wings of prayer,
lift my eyes above my circumstances,
and fly toward the sky.

I no longer have to desperately prove
that I am worthy of love.

I no longer have to exhaust myself
trying to please others,
always doing more,
producing more,
trying to become good enough.

Because I have received a gift
that I could never earn through my own effort.

Grace.

I am free to live.

I can respond to God’s voice.

And I can choose not to listen
to the voices that lead me
into fear, shame, and despair.

Like a bird hearing a warm and familiar voice
from far away—

it spreads its wings,
flies through the wind,
and moves toward the one who is calling.

It is not forced to fly.

No one is pushing it.

It flies because
it knows that voice.

This is freedom.

Today, neuroscience teaches us
that the human brain can change. (aka neuroplasticity)

When we repeatedly choose a new direction
and practice it again and again,
new neural pathways can gradually form.

It is like creating a new path
through a field where no one has ever walked.

The first time,
only a few blades of grass are bent.

The next time,
the grass begins to separate.

And after walking the same way again and again,
a path begins to appear.

Where there was no path before,
there is now a real road.

I am amazed
at the God who designed us this way.

No matter how long
we have walked in the wrong direction,
we can start all over again.

Even if yesterday’s version of me
was not the person I wanted to become,
today I can make a new choice.

I can change.

But then—

if our will can truly change our brains,
if our thoughts can change our actions,
if our choices can change our lives,

how do we explain
the deeper changes that happen
in the very depths of a human life?

Why is it that when we are
in our darkest moments,
someone prays for us,
and even though we don’t understand
what is happening,

something inside us
slowly begins to grow brighter?

Why can a single word of truth
break through walls of lies
that we have built around our hearts
for years?

Why is there sometimes a strength
that we did not create ourselves,
yet when we need it most,
quietly comes and holds us up?

Perhaps our brain
is only one part of who we are.

We are not merely bodies
that think, calculate, and make choices.

Deep within every human being
there is another dimension—
something our eyes cannot fully see.

A soul that longs for love,
searches for meaning,
and keeps asking questions
about eternity.

So if you have been searching for answers,
you don’t have to rush
to believe everything today.

Just stop for a moment.

Be still.

Listen.

Perhaps,
when your life becomes quiet enough,
you may hear a voice saying:

“Come.”

And perhaps all you need
is simply—

to take that first step.

Trust the God who gave you
your mind,
your will,
your soul,
and your life.

Perhaps you thought
you were searching for God.

But one day you may look back
and discover—

the One who had been searching for you
was God Himself.

God is not calling you simply to become a good person.
He is preparing you for His Kingdom,
revealing who He created you to be
and inviting you to live that identity out—
as His image is uniquely revealed in your life.

當我選擇相信

彼得站在船邊，
風正吹著，海浪拍打船身。
遠遠地，
他看見耶穌站在水面上。

「來吧。」

只是一句話。

彼得低頭看看腳下的船，
又抬頭看看那個呼喚他的人。

他不知道下一步會發生什麼，
也不知道水面是否真的能承受他的重量。

但他跨了出去。

那一腳，
不是因為他已經明白了一切，
而是因為——
他選擇相信。

也許人生真正的改變，
從來不是我們什麼都想通了以後才開始，
而是當我們願意跨出那一步。

跟隨耶穌，
不是努力做一個「好人」，
不是做很多事情來換取上帝的喜歡，
也不是在需要的時候利用神。

而是，在生命一個又一個的時刻，
我仍然可以選擇相信。

當恐懼叫我退後，
我選擇向前。

當失望叫我放棄，
我選擇再走一步。

當別人的聲音告訴我「你不夠好」，
我選擇相信那個說
「你是我所愛的」的聲音。

一個選擇，
點燃下一個行動。

一個行動，
又成為下一個選擇。

就像黑暗的房間裡，
一盞燈亮了，
接著第二盞，
第三盞……

原本看不見的路，
慢慢浮現。

我不知道終點在哪裡，
卻開始看見下一步。

於是，
我的生命開始奔跑。

我張開禱告的翅膀，
不再只是低頭看自己的困境，
而是抬起頭，
向著天空飛去。

我不再拼命證明自己值得被愛，
也不再為了討好誰，
不停地做、做、做，
直到自己筋疲力盡。

因為我已經領受了一份
不是靠努力賺來的禮物——
恩典。

我可以自由地活著。

我可以回應上帝的聲音，
也可以拒絕那些
讓我陷入恐懼、羞恥和絕望的聲音。

就像一隻鳥，
在遠方聽見熟悉的呼喚，
振動翅膀，
穿過風，
飛向呼喚牠的人。

不是因為牠被逼著飛，
而是因為——
牠知道那個聲音。

這就是自由。

今天的腦神經科學告訴我們，
人的大腦是可以改變的。

當我們一次又一次地選擇一個新的方向，
一次又一次地練習，
神經連結會重新建立。

就像一片從沒有人走過的草地。

第一次走過去，
只留下幾根被踩倒的草。

再走一次，
草開始分開。

再走一次，
路漸漸出現。

走得夠久，
原本沒有路的地方，
竟然真的成了一條路。

我驚嘆上帝的創造。

原來，
即使走錯了很久，
人仍然可以重新開始。

即使昨天的我不是我想成為的人，
今天仍然可以做一個新的選擇。

我可以改變。

可是，
如果人的意志真的可以改變大腦，
如果思想可以改變行動，
如果一次又一次的選擇可以改變人生——

那麼，
有些生命深處的改變，
又該怎麼解釋？

為什麼有人在我們最黑暗的時候為我們禱告，
我們自己都不知道發生了什麼，
心裡卻慢慢亮了起來？

為什麼一句話，
可以穿透一個人多年築起的牆？

為什麼有些力量，
不是我們自己想出來的，
卻在我們最需要的時候，
悄悄扶住了我們？

也許，
我們的腦只是我們的一部分。

我們不只是會思考、會計算、會選擇的肉身。

在每一個人的深處，
還有一個我們無法完全用眼睛看見的世界。

一個會渴望愛、
會尋找意義、
會向著永恆發問的靈魂。

所以，
如果你一直在尋找答案，
也許今天不必急著相信一切。

只要停下來，
聽一聽。

也許在你生命最安靜的時候，
你會聽見一個聲音：

「來吧。」

而你所需要的，
也許只是——

跨出那一步。

相信那位賜給你思想、意志、靈魂和生命的神。

也許你會發現，
你以為自己是在尋找神，
其實一路上，
是祂一直在尋找你。

上帝不是呼召你，
拼命努力成為一個「好人」。

祂正在預備你，進入祂的國度；
祂要你活出祂創造你原本的樣子。

當你一步一步走在祂的帶領中，
祂親自揭開你生命的深處，
讓你看見：

原來，祂的形像，
一直都在你裡面，
並且要透過你獨特的生命，
被活出來。

baby Jesus’ hand

Before I woke up on Dec 24, I had a dream.

In pitch-black darkness, I was riding a bicycle. I worried that a car might hit me because it was too dark for anyone to see me.

As that thought crossed my mind, I suddenly felt a tiny, soft, warm hand touching mine on the bicycle handle. It was not a large hand holding me firmly, like the way I often imagine the hand of Jesus Christ. Instead, it was the small hand of a baby.

The touch filled me with comfort and joy. With my spiritual eyes, I seemed to see the baby smiling at me, silently saying, “I love you.”

I held the baby’s hand, and suddenly a woman appeared in front of me, sharing her testimony of faith in Jesus.

Jesus knew what was in each person’s heart and did not entrust Himself to them” (John 2:24).

“But I know your heart. So I entrust Myself to you.

I know you will hold the baby and not drop him.
So I entrust Myself to you.

Do not be afraid. Keep moving.

In the darkness, I am still with you.
Even though you cannot see the future,
you will find your way,
because I am guiding your obedient heart,
step by step.”

12月24日，在我醒來之前，我做了一個夢。

一片漆黑中，我騎著腳踏車。擔心車子看不見我，會不會撞上我，心裡充滿不安。

就在這個念頭閃過的瞬間，我感覺到一隻小小的、柔軟而溫暖的手，輕輕地觸碰著我握著腳踏車把手的手。那不是我平常所想像、屬於耶穌基督那隻強壯有力的大手，而是一個嬰孩的小手。

那樣的觸碰使我感到深深的安慰與喜樂。我的屬靈眼睛彷彿看見那嬰孩帶著微笑，對我說：「我愛你。」

我握住了那嬰孩的手，忽然之間，一位女子出現在我面前，開始分享她對耶穌的信仰見證。

「耶穌知道人心裡所存的，並沒有將自己交託給他們。」
（約翰福音 2章24節）

然而，主這樣對我說：

「但是，我知道你的心，
所以，我將我自己交託給你。

我知道你會緊緊抱住那個嬰孩，不會讓他掉下來，
因此，我將我自己交託給你。

不要害怕，繼續向前。

即使在黑暗之中，我仍與你同在。
即使你看不見未來，
你仍會找到道路，
因為我正在引導你那顆順服的心，
一步一步地前行。」

12月24日、目が覚める前に、私は一つの夢を見ました。

真っ暗な闇の中で、私は自転車に乗っていました。あまりにも暗くて、車から私の姿が見えないのではないか、ぶつかられてしまうのではないかと不安に思いました。

その考えがよぎった瞬間、私は自転車のハンドルを握る自分の手に、そっと触れる小さくて柔らかく、温かい手を感じました。それは、私がいつも思い描いているイエス・キリストの大きく力強い手ではなく、赤ちゃんの小さな手でした。

その触れ合いに、私は深い慰めと喜びを感じました。霊の目で見ると、その赤ちゃんが微笑みながら「愛しているよ」と語りかけているように思えました。

私はその赤ちゃんの手を握り、すると突然、目の前に一人の女性が現れ、イエスへの信仰の証しを語り始めました。

「イエスは人々の心をご存じで、ご自分を彼らにお任せにはならなかった。」（ヨハネの福音書 2章24節）

しかし、主はこう語られました。

「しかし、わたしはあなたの心を知っている。だから、わたし自身をあなたに委ねる。

あなたがその赤ちゃんを落とさず、しっかり抱くことを知っている。
だから、わたしはあなたにわたし自身を委ねる。

恐れることはない。進み続けなさい。

闇の中にあっても、わたしはあなたと共にいる。
たとえ未来が見えなくても、
あなたは道を見いだすだろう。
なぜなら、わたしはあなたの従順な心を導き、
一歩一歩、歩ませているからだ。

How your true identity is restored

You were knitted with a spirit in your mother’s womb,

Which was created by God embedding your identity.

However, after you came to this world, with flesh and blood,

Your spirit, like a lamp, goes dark without light while functioning in the material world.

Until your spirit is awaken by the Holy Spirit,

Through listening to the truth in the Bible.

Like the oil is poured in and the Holy Spirit’s fire ignites your lamp,

Your mind which has been shaped by worldly values is enlightened to see the unseen God.

Then your mind confesses the inner disorder shaken by the Truth,

When your soul encounters the Author of the Truth of Jesus Christ,

And your will repents for the lies you believe.

Finally your soul is reordered according to your true identity,

Which is transformed by the Holy Spirit,

In your awakened and reborn spirit through faith in the Savior.

This is your true identity restored,

Not by the mind, or changing your physical body,

But by the spirit,

You will live,

Freely and abundantly.

But when God, who set me apart from my mother’s womb and called me by his grace, was pleased to reveal his Son in me… (Galatians 1:15-16a)

《你真實身份的恢復》

你在母腹中被精心編織，
靈是與生俱來的，
那是神創造的，並且將你的身份嵌入其中。
然而，當你帶著血肉之軀來到這個世界，
你的靈就像燈一樣，在物質世界中運作，卻失去了光，陷入黑暗。

直到有一天，你的靈被聖靈喚醒，
透過聆聽聖經中的真理，
就如同油被倒入，聖靈的火點燃了你的燈，
你那被世俗價值觀塑造的心思被光照，能看見那看不見的上帝。

於是你的心承認那因真理而震動的內在混亂，
當你的靈魂遇見真理的源頭——耶穌基督，
你的意志為你曾相信的謊言而悔改。

最終，你的靈魂按照你真實的身份重生，
藉著聖靈的更新轉化，
在你被喚醒、重生的靈中，因信靠救主而活。

這，就是你真實身份的恢復。
不是靠思想、也不是靠肉體的改變，
而是靠著靈，
你要活著，
自由且豐盛。

然而那把我從母腹裡分別出來、又施恩召我的神，既然樂意將他兒子啟示在我心裡…（加拉太書1:15-16a）

True love

People often say that lovers are drawn to opposites.
But learning to live with a husband who seems to speak a different life language can bring deep pain.

I have been married for 30 years—and it has been rough and bumpy.
“How can I live like this anymore?” My husband once cried out after we fought.

Out of insecurity and wounds from my past, I demanded a lot of attention from him—a quiet loner who values his freedom and resists control.
Our conflicts would flare up depending on the tides of my emotions.

It often felt like I was the one rocking the boat, the one causing the waves.
And the blame seemed to fall on me, accused by my mind.

But I used to protest, “It’s not fair to say it’s all my fault.”
As a Chinese saying goes, “One hand cannot clap.” In other words, conflict is never one-sided.

Our children were saddened by our fights.
I felt hopeless, afraid I’d be abandoned—just like some men leave for someone “better.”
I thought if I could have fixed my husband, my marriage would have been no troubles.

But when my depressed life hit rock bottom, I couldn’t deny it anymore.
The true enemy was within—my corrupted thinking.
That was why I never felt secure.

Who am I? What is my value? Why was I born, and where am I going?
This life, I came to understand, is given by the Creator so we can figure out these questions.
It’s not just about existing, pursuing happiness and then returning to dust.

So I cried out to Jesus Christ, who died on the cross to bear my sins and curses.
I asked Him to give me a new life—His resurrected life.

About 15 years ago, a godly woman prayed for me.
Through that prayer, I experienced deliverance and healing.

Since then, I’ve begun to see Jesus as my true love.
I now walk through life learning from His wisdom.

The more I understand that God accepts me as I am, the more I’ve learned to accept myself.
And something miraculous happened when I started praying for my husband:
God’s love began to fill my heart, allowing me to love him for who he is.

In heaven, the reward is not for what we’ve done—but for how our character is formed through hardship.

Earthly happiness is temporary and often depends on circumstances.
But the children of God, holding onto the supernatural faith He gives, can choose joy—a joy not shaken by the world.

As a mother, I’ve finally grown stronger—
for myself and for my children.

Now I live with hope, knowing I can overcome struggles, because Jesus Christ is with me.

This prayer brings you to Jesus Christ—
He is welcoming you home.

Creator God, I admit I am a sinner. I need you to save me. If you didn’t come to find me, I would be lost forever. Thank you for sending your only son, Jesus Christ, to come to the world, and die for my sins on the cross and give me new life and eternal life. I want to open my heart and receive Jesus Christ as my Savior and the Lord. And I want to obey His teaching to be blessed in my life. And please teach me to be a blessing to the people in my life. I pray in Jesus Christ’s name. Amen.

He wants to begin a miraculous work in your life.
Give Him a chance. Give yourself a chance.
Because with God, nothing is impossible.

For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. (John 3:16)

Abba Father

Abba means that I want Your smell in Hebrew language.

Abba reveals Himself to my 5 senses.

My emotion in the broken heart needs to be healed

So that I can sense Him.

Let my head of mind get lower than my heart.

Then I know,

Abba knows the way to love me the best.

I will not limit myself to know Him as far as I know my earthly father,

For Abba is far greater beyond my earthly father.

Abba, may you enlarge my knowledge, feeling about you.

天父知道如何正確地愛他的兒子，

所以我要認識他，不拘泥於地上父親的瞭解程度，

因為即便地上的父親有天父的形象，

但天父的偉大遠超過地上的父親。

主啊，求您擴張我對您的認識。

患難中的覺悟

用自己喜歡的方式去待人，

我的回饋是主耶穌來的喜樂，

不是別人來的回報。

說自己良心平安的話，

作自己良心平安的事，

不去擔心別人怎麼看我，

是敬畏神，不怕人。

不要勉強自己和他人，

是尊重神的創造。

Stop The Evil Through Prayer

For preparing cooking lunch for the church, I went to Costco in the afternoon. While I pushed my shopping cart, “You know what I found?” I heard a male voice nearby. After he repeated speaking that words for three times, I finally lifted up my face to look for that voice after grabbing a bag of apples.

“I think everyone needs a prayer.” the man was speaking to me with his eyes focused on me.

I found that my eyes were fixed on his face because he drew my full attention.

“Is he the Christian preacher on Youtube?” I wondered in my mind because I have listened to his preaching on the internet.

Or maybe he just saw the words “Pray more, worry less” written on my T-shirt and only responded to that message. I wondered again in my mind.

“Oh, thank you.” I felt a little bit shy to respond to him because he took time to approach me and talked to me, a total stranger to him.

I walked away but started pondering, “is it possible he traveled from Texas to Minnesota?” “Is he praying for people and I saw his spirit?” I recalled he shared his testimony in one episode that someone he prayed for saw him appearing in front of her.

Or, do I see the angel of God?

And I wish that I should have asked him more about what he meant by “Everyone needs a prayer.”

Just then, someone called me on the aisle of vitamin section. A couple who I used to know in the church came shopping. I remembered that I saw them last time in their house when they had a new born baby. And now the baby grows to be a 15-year-old. They told me that the whole family of four will have a short term mission trip to Puerto Rico. So, I prayed a blessing over them right there.

After a few days, I went on YouTube and left a message about this encounter to this preacher’s YouTube channel. A few minutes later, he responded to me with a message “God destined you for this time.” Is that a confirmation from my recent dream?

In my recent dream, I saw a young person staggering on the street. I tried to get his attention but he still walked weakly and aimlessly without noticing me. Then I saw a big yellow school bus rushing toward him and I didn’t dare to watch. So I closed my eyes tight but imagined what might happen. After that, I turned my head to the direction the bus passed by and opened my eyes. Just like I imagined, he was run over under the big wheels. I saw a person come to help him. And I saw myself kneeling down with deep sorrow and praying fervently for him.

Then I woke up from my dream. I said it to my husband and cried because I don’t know if that could have been anyone I know.

A few days later, I prayed with other mothers in the Moms In Prayer group about this. One lady prayed that I shall stop that bus next time. Her words awoke me as an epiphany of God. There could be a spiritual meaning about the bus as a demon and the young man as anyone who is lost and under evil attack.

“Amen! I shall open my eyes and command that evil attack to Stop through my prayer.” I agreed in my spirit. But I asked God again, “Oh, God, may I have that courage to stand in front of the weak to stop the evil attack.”

As I read this verse after a few days,

“Contend, O LORD, with those who contend with me; fight against those who fight against me.

Brandish spear and javelin against those who pursue me. Say to my soul, “I am your salvation.” (Psalm 35:1,3)

“It’s Me in you to speak and stop the evil.” I think that God answered my prayer. I just need to pray and let God speak through my prayer. And everyone needs a prayer because God wants to save them through the prayer from the followers of Jesus Christ.

May all the saints rise up to pray for the lost souls. And may those who are in a stumble of distress and depression or under any spiritual/emotional/mental/physical attacks come to Jesus Christ for salvation from the spiritual death to live until eternity. In Jesus Christ’s name. Amen.

PS:

A few hours after I finished this writing, an acquaintance called me and told me that she needed to cancel a meeting with me because she has been feeling dizzy and just got a doctor appointment. Oh, I seemed to see that she is staggering on the street of life.

So I prayed for her but I felt burdened by the evil thought: “how long will you be able to pray for her until she receives Jesus Christ?”

Thank God for reminding me to proclaim aloud: It’s Jesus Christ, who is worthy to bear our sins on the cross and His blood has washed her clean and His resurrection from the grave has redeemed her. My work is to speak His truth and His word shall come to be and save this lady’s soul. So, I don’t need to worry if I pray good enough or long enough to carry her sins. Instead, I proclaim the victory God has won for her through Jesus Christ!

I felt so relieved in assurance of victory after I proclaimed the truth. I know God also is training me to push back any evil lies while I am praying to His will.

Thank God for destining me for this time.