Do you find yourself to shun certain people who don’t please you or get in your way because they are like the speck in your eyes? Do you feel justified and empowered by not forgiving certain unfair things or unjust enemies so that you can keep your dignity? You are not alone.
The Bible tells a story about God calling a man, Jonah, to preach to Nineveh, the capital city of Assyria, because the people were very wicked. Jonah hated the idea because Assyria was the great enemy of his country. Jonah didn’t want to do it and he ran away from God. But God was merciful to reveal Jonah’s sinful motivation so that he repented and dealt with his own sinful motivation. (refer to Jonah 1-4)
What is his sinful motivation?
Jon Bloom wrote: “Self-pity is our sinful, selfish response to something not going the way we think it should.”
Self-pity builds a wall around us to avoid being hurt by other people. It exposes our pride, low self-esteem, self-indulgence, self-righteousness under the disguise of self-protection. Self-pity gives birth to sorrow, shame, fear, depression, gossip, judging, and bitterness, etc. Like all other sins which were like landmines on the way of life, self-pity is a sin needed to be removed before it destroys our life.
What can we do? Once we find ourselves stepping on the landmine of self-pity, cry out for help. Jonah repented his sin to God and was saved. We also can come to Jesus Christ for deliverance because He has crucified our sins on the cross and defused the crisis of death threat.
The Bible says: “Give me aid against the enemy, for the help of man is worthless.” (Psalm 108:12)
Sin is our enemy. The help of man including self-guided improvement is useless. Sin can only be overcome with Jesus Christ’ blood on the cross.
So I pray: Lord, God, please reveal any sins within us because they are life-threating to our souls. Then, please give us confessing hearts to come to Jesus Christ and acknowledge His sacrifice on the cross, which has overcome the death of our sins. With God, we will gain the victory and You will trample down our enemies of sins and devil.