I went to two separate kick-off meetings of Mom’s prayer group this year. In the meetings, each mom got to pick a stone to write one attribute about God in red Sharpie pen. The first time, I picked a white stone and I wrote “Victor”. The second time, I picked a black stone and wrote “Mercy”. I look at these two stones and learn a precious lesson.
My heart of sins was like the black stone, atoned by Jesus’ blood of mercy after I confessed all my sins convicted by Holy Spirit. Then my sins were forgiven and I have peace. Then my heart was like the white stone, is being transformed with God’s righteousness and divine nature. Moreover, God equips me with His full armor of Truth, Faith, Salvation, Righteousness, Peace (refer to Ephesians 6: 13-17). And God commands the victory for me.
During the spiritual warfare, I look at myself through God’s view as a victor because the battle belongs to God, who has overcome the world. But when I come to the presence of God, I meditate the miraculous power of God to transform my status of life from a forgiven sinner (the black stone with Mercy) to the victorious saint (the white stone with Victory).
As a result, the humility and love well up from the bottom of my heart when I gaze at the wonderful work God has accomplished in my life through Jesus Christ’s blood.
The Bible says about the woman, who loved Jesus and came to Him, wetting Jesus’ feet with her tears and wiping them with her hair, and kissing His feet. She came because she loved Him. Because she loved, she was not shameful to confess her sins to Him. Therefore, Jesus forgave her many sins and she was saved by believing Jesus with love. The result is that she could go in peace without guilt any more. (refer to Luke 7:44-50)
Pursue loving God with all your heart because there’s no fear in perfect love (refer to 1 John 4:18). Then you will come to Him with confidence (refer to Ephesians 3:12) that He loves you based on your faith to Jesus Christ alone. But if you truly give your heart to love God, remind yourself to run away from the old habits of sins (refer to Jude 23) and revere God’s teaching and discipline (refer to Philippians 2:12).
So I pray: Lord, God, we praise You for sending Jesus Christ to the world, who shed His precious blood to atone for our sins, redeem us from the slavery of sins, forgive our sins, reconcile with Heavenly Father, restore our royal identity as Your child, sanctify us to do Your good work, and protect us from devil’s lies. Please open our eyes to see the wonderful work in your Word. Please fill us with the love of Holy Spirit so that we can love You with all our heart, will, mind and strength to be more than conquerors.