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Being stuck in jealous lies,

A kind care from my son shining into my dark,

Untangles my struggle with revenging thoughts.

Then I came to write down all my meditation for my posts,

The light of truth dawns on me more bright and warm,

Leads me to strips off all the bitter cold,

Caresses my heart to be melted in His love.

Then, I finally see all the earthly jealousy,

To be like trash,

Is no longer worthy of digging.

I win!

Jesus wins!!

Thank God for establish the new covenant with me,

Through Christ Jesus’ precious blood of redemption,

Making atonement for all my sins.

So I can love Him to serve my brothers and sisters,

Not by law of fear but by His grace of love.

With all my heart to receive Him,

And His children as my spiritual inheritance.

I have seen God in the sanctuary, 

In the heart where He dwells with me,

I see His power to answer my request,

I feel His love to care for my weakness.

I shall sing to praise Him as long as I live.

Thank God for keeping me close with Him,

Through feeling anxious about uncertainty.

So I pray and feel His presence of peace again.

I pray to Father God for teaching me

Not to be anxious but alert,

He speaks to me through Max Lucado’s sermon

And a Japanese animation called “When Marnie was there”:

Life gives lemons but you don’t need to suck on them.

Gratitude comes in and anxiety goes out.

God prepared this world for me to enjoy.
With Him, I have all the protection I need.

Yes. I don’t need to meditate on the mess,

But meditate on my Master,

And anything worthy of praise, honor, truth, good, adorable, pure and right.

He said to me, “Live!”

He bathed me with water of Truth,

Washed off the blood of my wounds,

Put ointment of the Holy Spirit to heal,

Anointed my head with His fragrance,

Clothed me with golden thresh embroidered dress,

Put leather sandals of gospel on my feet,

Dressed me in fine linens of Righteousness,

Covered me with costly garment of Justice,

Adorned me with precious jewelry of fruits,

Put bracelets of love on my arms,

Put a necklace of purity on my neck,

Put a ring of grace on my nose,

Put earrings of faith on my ears,

Put a beautiful crown of honor on my head,

I’m adorned, and treated with fine food of heaven,

I become very beautiful and rise up,

To be a queen in His palace.

Jesus’ fame in me spreads among the saints,

On account of my beauty,

For Father God made my beauty perfect.

With my Bridegroom’s splendor.

(Ezekiel 16)

My soul rests in God alone,

My hope comes from only Him.

My honor depends on Him only,

My mighty rock and refuge is He.

To Him I pour out my heart in trust,

I do not set my heart on temporary success,

But rejoice in His heavenly reward,

All being stored up for me.

Rest in Him, my fortress and salvation,

Never will be shaken, both God and me.

人を富ませるのは主の祝福。

人の苦労は何も増し加えない。

(Psalm 62, Proverbs 10:22)

The success God defines for me,

Is to be an overcomer of victory,

To freely do His good will without fear,

Like the good and faithful servant,

Uses what he has been granted,

To invest and harvest.

So I invest my time in praying,

My good senses in writing, playing music, reading, speaking, teaching, reading, thinking, drawing, cooking, exercising, 

All the things God touches my heart to enjoy.

Then I give thanks as an offering to God,

to please His heart to see me,

As His child being so joyful in Him.

You cannot be a writer and not be in love.

Yes. I am a writer and I found the One I deeply fall in love with.

May my pen be skilled,

In speaking up all about His radiant awesome love.

Praying is resting for the soul,

That God teaches me this early morning,

When my body whines for taking a break,

But God gives me strength to wake up.

Praying with a dear sister,

Who is God’s helper,

To quench my thirst again.

By His living water of the Holy Spirit,

He consoles me to persevere in praying,

Seeing God’s wonders accomplished beyond my planning.

As long as I abide in Him,

His grace and wisdom flow into me and out of me,

Even in the midst of a dark valley.

His mercy always rules,

And faithfully leads me,

Along with my beloveds ones

Through and through,

Until soaring on His mighty wing.

(Psalm 143:6)

Only God’s Spirit knows God’s plan,

May God reveal His words to me,

Knowing His attributes more and deeper.

So I may nurture many people with my lips and writing,

To build up the faith of the mature saints

Strongly, firm and focus on Jesus Christ alone.

(Proverbs 10:21a, 1 Corinthians 2:13)