明州華人學術會 邀謝啟大談兩岸局勢

明州華人學術聯誼會日前邀請台灣前法官與前立法委員謝啟大線上演講,她以「大中國主義者」為名,分享自己對台灣與中國的局勢觀察、民主選舉與共產黨制度等政治理念發的看法,吸引將近40人參加。

1949年在江西出生、同年遷移來台的謝啟大說,跟自己生在同年代的台灣人相當幸運,因為沒遇上中國的文革、三反五反或上山下山等迫害,她說自己在台灣也沒遇到白色恐怖,完成學業後工作機會多,薪水每年漲,經過公平的考試制度,她讀完師範學院擔任教師十多年。之後在職進修轉換跑道,1981年出任地方法院的法官,1992年辭法官職位,然後靠著公平競爭的選舉制度當上立委。

目前73歲的謝啟大說,54歲時她到中國各大學及政黨團體演講,希望幫助正在崛起的中國以台灣經驗為借鏡,勿受台灣領導人誤導而引發戰爭。

謝啟大曾在台灣擔任三屆九年的立委,她說中國的年輕學子覺得民主制度很好,她對此回應,選舉會泯滅人性,如果不是為了救國家,她也不願低聲下氣、犧牲自己的健康、家庭、工作和積蓄參選。

對於中國的人權問題,謝啟大說,她2008年通過大陸司法考試,取得律師執照,她曾經在中國打官司長達19年,最後仍無法完成判決的執行,因為在中國靠關係的特權階級太多。

另有一位在明尼蘇達大學擔任輔導的聽眾表示,來美國留學的中國學子多數認為中國人口種族複雜、教育水準不一,覺得民主制度在中國難以實現。謝啟大回答,沒有一套制度是十全十美,政治制度應當根據國家狀況量身定做。她說,中國無法透過民主選舉內耗,共產黨內則有好的機制來控制選出領導人。

油價節節漲 明州華人開電動車直呼划算

明州聖湯姆斯大學(University of St. Thomas)財務系教授方大衛(David Vang)分析,由於石油供需波動而影響全球油價。而明州汽油近日每加侖最高更漲到4.49元,全州平均油價3.92元,雙城地區則為3.94元,雖比全美平均油價4.25元低,但居民經濟負擔仍大幅加重,不少先前購買電動車的華人因此直呼划算,而油價短期內跌價機率不高,一些華人也開始計畫改購電動車。

明州華人Jack先前就買了特斯拉(Tesla)車,因此躲過這次的油價波動影響。他說,儘管冬天漫長,但至今他開特斯拉並無太大問題,為了節省能源,他還在住家屋頂裝設太陽能板,既可為車子充電,還能賣回去給能源公司,一舉兩得。

華裔Jane楊三個月前訂了一台Volvo電動車,最近汽油漲價而剛好新車送到,她說,電車跑2000哩,充電費大約只要60元,如果在用電離峰時段充電,花費會更低。

近日被高漲油價嚇到的Sam蔡說,每次加油的花費幾乎比一個月前高出一倍,以前總覺得電動車沒有太大優點的他,也開始計畫訂購電動車了。

明尼蘇達大學(University of Minnesota)教授馬可斯(Alfred Marcus)是石油專家,他表示,美國日前因烏俄戰爭,對俄羅斯採取石油制裁,本來就很少使用俄羅斯原油的美國,短期內或許不會受到影響,但隨著仰賴俄國石油供應的歐洲因此受到更大衝擊,美國油價最終還是會跟著波動。

至於大部分仍須開汽油車通勤的民眾,專家提出幾個省油與省錢的方法:

●檢查車子胎壓是否足夠,打足氣的輪胎可以提高汽車燃油的效率。

●加入信用卡或加油站的回饋方案,可以節省每加侖約0.1元。

●避免急速啟動和煞車,可在高速公路提高車子每加侖的行駛哩程數約30%。

My mom and me

Who was walking into my picture?  (with the writing group on August 7, 2021 at Theodore Wirth Park)

Climbing up the wood stairs in Theodore Wirth Park,

Listening to the rain tapping on the leaves,

Treading like a cat carefully on the wet steps,

I heard the knocking on the door of my heart.

“Who is there? Anyone?” I asked.

Squinting the eyes of mind, I saw in the reminiscence:

Mom was climbing the Shoushan with me,

Where is also called Mt. Monkey, famous for the wildlife of macaques.

On that cloudy day, our four eyes eagerly searched for their shades.

Never seen one before, so I prayed: “God, please show one to me.”

Walking slowly but desiring eagerly,

Suddenly, out of nowhere, one macaque appeared a little distance away.

“O, did you see it?” we gasped.

Like a glimpse of a shooting star, Mom and I excitedly but quietly nudged each other.

A few minutes later, surprisingly, another macaque jumped into our sight.

I told mom that I prayed to God for seeing one.

“Me too!” Mom acclaimed.

One macaque showed up for answering Mom’s prayer;

Another one came to visit for answering my prayer.

***

I counted the stairs to the top, seeing no image of Mom and macaques,

Only thing I found was the abandoned little hut.

I recalled that day of seeing macaques and our hearts going pit-a-pat,

As rain pitter-pattered on the umbrella at this moment in the park.

I turned around, strolling the stairs down.

I took out a pencil and started to sketch the green meadow before me.

Then, suddenly, out of nowhere, two deer appeared a little distance away.

One walked ahead and the other one followed.

They reminded me of the two macaques Mom and I peeked.

They reminded me of Mom and I.

Sweet memory was lingering in my heart,

So was Mom’s love.

***

In my imagination, I seemed to hear the doe calling from behind:

“Slow down, my little fawn.

The time will come;

You will leap big and jump high. Then, I will let you go and you will not have me by your side.

Just like Mom and I, sadly being separated by the sea.

At this moment, I seem to hear myself whispering from the deep:

“Take heart, my big kid.

The time will come;

You will extend your wings and fly high.

From now on, I will let you go and you will always have my prayer:

May God bless you to soar freely above like an eagle;

May God bless your feet to stride out confidently like hinds’ feet.

Just like I and my kids.

The generational change is like tide’s ebb and flow.

But our hearts will bond in the spiritual realm, where there  are no bounds by time or zone.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

明州瓦斯費暴漲2倍 用戶節能紛出招

明尼蘇達州天然氣價格自去年9月至今漲幅高達180%,導致今年冬天用戶的瓦斯費暴增,由於明州冬季漫長,收到帳單後震驚不已的住戶苦不堪言,為節省開銷,不得不調降室內溫度,或全家大小在屋內也穿著大外套,甚至全身裹電毯因應。

明州有超過66%的住家使用瓦斯的暖氣設備,根據中點能源公司(CenterPoint Energy)的報告,由於天然氣供應吃緊與全球需求增加等原因,天然氣價格從去年9月的每單位(therm)0.6元,到今年2月已經提高到1.09元。

華人Vera說,今冬的瓦斯費竟然高達300多元,足足比去年高出兩倍。住在聖保羅市的Sam說,即使調低室內溫度,並省不了太多瓦斯費,加上自己居家上班,待在家中時間長,只能想其他的方法節能,他於是用3M的塑膠布密封窗戶。住在明尼亞波利斯市的Paul,則把室內溫度調低,然後隨時裹著電毯,或放個小電暖爐取暖。

根據先鋒報(Pioneer Press)在社交媒體上調查,有人表示住在雙城八年來,儘管把室內溫度調低,帳單卻也還是歷年最貴。也有人說盡量不開燈、裝上厚窗簾布、或節省其他開銷去支付瓦斯費。

CenterPoint 和 Xcel Energy電力公司建議客戶預約家庭能源小組(Home Energy Squad)到家中檢查房子是否漏風,然後採取有效防止漏風方式,此外,也建議冬天來以前,應檢查暖爐是否有效運作。

符合資格的明州居民可以申請州府提供的「能源補助方案」(Energy Assistance Program)。明州商業廳估計全州有60萬住戶可以收到聯邦補助金,瓦斯電費的補助最高到2000元,查詢網址:https://bit.ly/3KtUCjl。

此外,根據明州的「冷天條例」(Cold Weather Rule),客戶可與電力公司簽訂付款協議(payment arrangement),確保每年10月1日到隔年4月30日的瓦斯供應不會因為付不出錢而中斷。

I met Jesus

The story begins with 68-year-old John Harrison. His heart beat had stopped for 20 minutes. The nurses thought about giving up, right before the monitor showed that his heart started to pump again.

After John woke up, he told his niece, Lori, when she called.

“Lori, There is God.” John told Lori on the phone.

“Ya. Uncle John, I have been trying to tell you for 20 years.” Lori simply replied because she is a Christian and was not surprised at all to hear John’s statement.

“No, you don’t know. I actually met Him.” John exclaimed.

“What?!” Lori cried out in amazement.

John’s statement had Lori’s attention now. Then uncle John continued to tell her that during the time of death, he was in a place that pitch black. It was so dark that he could not see anything, including his own fingers.

Even though John had always thought he was a tough guy, the experience of going to hell terrified him. In the midst of darkness, John felt so alone by himself and was scared to death by the surrounding darkness.

“I was completely alone. I have never been so scared in my whole life.” John said in a trembling voice.

At that moment, he saw Jesus, whose bright light shone into the darkness.

“I have never felt such love from anyone on this earth as I felt it from Jesus. Jesus is full of love and compassion and so kind. Jesus’ love encompassed my whole being.” John slowly but firmly told Lori.

John continued to tell Lori that Jesus told him, “I am not finished with you. I am sending you back.”

That’s the moment his dead heart began to pump again.

So, John asked the nurse to call the priest to come to the hospital so that he could make a profession of faith.

**

Lori prayed for uncle John for years. She said that John’s mom, Allie, was a tough Christian and prayed for ex-atheist John all her life and her other children as well.

Lori’s mom Mary noticed that John was totally transformed by God after he received Jesus as his Savior. 3 months later, John passed away.

On the day Lori’s mom called her about uncle John passing, Lori was driving and heard the radio playing the hymn “Amazing grace”. The singer sang “The chains are gone. I am set free.”

The next day, Lori told the whole story about John to her daycare coworker, Claudette from Africa.

“I don’t understand. How can God use him when he had cancer and a bad condition of heart?” Lori said.

“You may never know.” Claudette said.

Later on, when Lori was sharing the miraculous story about John with her daycare coworker, Michelle, the radio began playing “Amazing grace”. Again, Lori heard the same lyrics “The chains are gone. I am set free.” At that moment, Michelle heard that song Lori just mentioned and dropped all her books to the floor out of amazement.

Lori went back to the kitchen without noticing someone overhearing their conversation, and was met by 21-year-old Elizabeth, who came into the kitchen with a seriously worried face.

“My parents are professors and they have never brought up any topic like this at home. I have never heard about the gospel of Jesus. I don’t want to go where your uncle went, how do I not go there?” Elizabeth cried out.

Right there, Lori shared the gospel with Elizabeth.

“Can I pray right now to receive Jesus Christ?” Elizabeth eagerly asked.

“Absolutely.” Lori said with confidence.

After Lori led Elizabeth to pray to receive Jesus Christ as her Savior, Lori hugged her and said, “Welcome to the family!”

This was 10 years ago. Elizabeth met Lori recently and told Lori that she has been bringing her two kids to the church since that day she received Jesus Christ to her heart.

**

Later on however, Lori wondered if uncle John was truly converted. So Lori, who often talks to God about everything, prayed:

“Father God, if uncle John is in heaven with you now, could you give me a sign, like showing me a butterfly?” Lori was prompted to say this prayer. However, she felt it was an impossible request as this was January in Minnesota.

That day, Lori went to work without seeing one butterfly; she then came home and still didn’t see a butterfly in the cold weather.

After coming home, she sat down and turned on her computer to login to her email account. The first time her password didn’t get in so she typed the second time. Suddenly, she saw the MSN icon, a butterfly, as it blinked twice. Lori slowly realized that this was a sign from God. Once she entered her password correctly and successfully logged in, the butterfly was gone. Lori covered her face in shock and cried out, “Oh, my”. Her husband Jeff rushed to ask what happened. Lori was assured that her uncle John is in heaven with Jesus now.

Lori finally realized that the purpose that God sent John back was to tell His story so that people know hell is real just as Jesus Christ is real. And they won’t go to hell if they believe in Jesus Christ.

John’s earthly life is like a seed dead and buried in the good soil of people’s hearts. And may John’s story be used by God to touch many lives to bear eternal fruits in the spiritual realm.

Note: Lori is my dear friend and she told me this story. I am very blessed.

我的鄰居阿嬤

Jenny

鄰居阿嬤的白髮,如同銀絲般閃亮。

她佝僂的身軀,佇著柺杖,站在後花園裡凝望。

她見到我時臉上浮起微笑,說起她種的花、喜歡的食物,以及她懷念的家鄉。

珍妮阿嬤來自愛沙尼亞,二次大戰時離開了家鄉,

輾轉到了美國落地生根,就住在我隔壁的家。

幾十年前畫家先生離世了,兩個兒子也離巢成家。

但是她有朋友來找她看電影,她找朋友來家裡吃她手做的家鄉口味鯡魚三明治。

她也邀我喝即溶咖啡、教我打毛線、帶我去農夫市場,讓我想起在台北的阿嬤。

珍妮讓我領悟到八十幾歲的心仍可以年輕飛翔。

 

九十多歲後的珍妮,記憶不如從前,在兒子堅持下住進了養老院,我懷念去她家串門子的時光。

一個冷冽但晴朗的冬季午後,我坐在她養老院裡寬敞的房間裡陪她說話。

我低頭讀聖經給她聽,一會兒抬起頭時,見她在沙發上低頭睡著了。

另一次去看她時,我請她讀聖經,她的英文字正腔圓、一字不漏。

「你好棒啊!」我由衷地讚美她。

珍妮的臉上漾起天真的笑容,像被稱讚的孩子一樣。

「珍妮,你相信上帝嗎?」我問。

「我知道上帝一直跟我在一起」珍妮點頭輕輕說。

 

疫情期間,一百歲的珍妮安詳地歇了地上的工,回到主耶穌為她預備的永恆家鄉。

珍妮阿嬤門前種的牡丹花,永遠在我心中散發馨香。

禱告:「神啊,我到年老髮白的時候,求你不要離開我!等我將你的能力指示下代,將你的大能指示後世的人。」(詩篇71篇18節)

明州華人學術會 胡耀武比較中西繪畫

明州華人學術聯誼會(CAAPAM)日前舉辦線上專題演講,邀請旅居明州的華人繪畫藝術家胡耀武分享「中西方繪畫的交匯與比較」,吸引許多愛好欣賞中西方繪畫的華人參加。

胡耀武首先說明他在講座中定義的中國繪畫為國畫或水墨畫,而西方繪畫則設定為傳統的油畫。但他澄清「中西繪畫比較」其實是個偽命題,因為「中」代表中國,而「西」代表西方各國。由於中西方各有獨特的人文內涵,加上使用不同的繪畫材料等元素,因此難以比較。

西方繪畫發展初期重在寫真,從表達現實景象出發,進而鑽研技巧,包括素描、明暗、色彩、光線、透視原理、和調色等技術,甚至研究解剖學,使肌理紋路表現更精確;而國畫則沒有透視點而自成一格,以寫意為主,講求詩情畫意,形到意到,以簡潔的筆觸帶動觀者的視覺感受,並以字、畫、詩相輔相成為一幅作品。

論到欣賞中西畫作,胡耀武列舉幾幅中西方的著名畫作說明。中國水墨畫有山水、人物、花木等內容,由於宣紙與顏料媒材的局限性,較不能深入表現層次感,但以意境取勝,他說,藝術大師畢卡索也欣賞東方簡潔描繪的國畫。西方油畫則可以在畫布上反覆多層次地描繪,加上顏料乾燥緩慢,一幅畫作可以花上一年的時間。

他表示,寫實的油畫仍與照相不同,創作者可以自由安排構圖或增添想像的元素,達到趣味和故事性。胡耀武說,現代中國繪畫已經不再以國畫為主,因為中國繪畫的類別與西方繪畫旗鼓相當,有水彩、版畫等發展,因此不需要把油畫看成是西方特有的畫作,例如鋼琴雖源自西方,但當今無論中西都能藉著彈奏表現情感、文化。

從美術史來看,胡耀武說,繪畫發展的原動力在於提升社會審美觀。但他認為視覺藝術不需要太多理論解釋,只要憑直觀欣賞,各取所好。

胡耀武畢業於浙江美術學院,曾在廈門大學任教,1992年移居明州,從事繪畫藝術設計。

偉大的信心

信心有分大或小嗎?主耶穌說,只要我們的信心像芥菜種那樣大,就能移山(參馬太福音十七章20節)。你渴慕這樣的信心嗎?我認識三個姊妹,在世人看來是軟弱的、遇到的環境是困難的,但是她們的信心在主耶穌的眼中卻是大的。

異國悲慘人生  淚眼問神在哪?
凱莉從小認識上帝,但沒有完全把上帝擺在第一位,只有在遇到困難時才會向祂求救。婚後當了母親,卻因要適應異國生活的壓力而使身體崩壞,加上先生因運動傷害無法工作,使她覺得自己十分悲慘。

當凱莉不斷看到人和環境的困難,心中充滿焦慮;但是上帝藉由她身旁的學妹,提醒凱莉禱告並去教會。之後她靈修時,經常聽見神透過經文來教導與安慰她。

凱莉曾經哭著問上帝,為何打亂她前程似錦的人生計畫?上帝沒有給她一個簡單的答案,但卻給她超自然的平安,並使她知道不管環境如何,上帝依然愛她。

因此凱莉認罪悔改,不再急著求上帝按照她自訂的時間表,而是甘心承認上帝的意念高過她的意念。她真心感謝主,知道每一件上帝容許發生在她身上的事,都有上帝的美意。就像一塊塊的拼圖,當她耐心拼到最後,就要看見上帝成就在她生命中的美麗畫面。

凱莉的分享令我深深感動並明白:

在苦難中能呼求主,是因主耶穌給了恩典。
在灰心中能盼望,是因主耶穌親自安慰。
在未知中能等候,是因主耶穌給了平安。

左圖:主耶穌說,只要我們的信心像芥菜種那樣大,就能移山。右圖:聖經中的芥菜種子,長大會成為芥末樹(Salvadora persica)。(照片來源維基,Mehdi.sq攝影)

左圖:主耶穌說,只要我們的信心像芥菜種那樣大,就能移山。右圖:聖經中的芥菜種子,長大會成為芥末樹(Salvadora persica)。(照片來源維基,Mehdi.sq攝影)

為浪子禱告多年  反覆摔跤得益處
茉莉的兒子是個浪子,一直在情慾的罪中執迷不悟。茉莉為兒子禱告了27年,最後兒子徹底認罪悔改,回到上帝身邊,並專心跟隨神。

茉莉告訴我,她知道為浪子禱告不一定能立即看到結果,因此她抱定一個決心:只要她還有一口氣在,她就不放棄禱告。她是怎麼禱告呢?她說在日常生活中,不管在哪裡,就是跟上帝說話,代替兒子向神呼求。

剛開始,茉莉很生氣地跟上帝埋怨,說這個兒子自小在基督教家庭長大,長大後卻離開上帝;還聽信魔鬼的謊言,使自己陷入情慾迷惑。茉莉坦白告訴上帝,她對兒子既生氣又失望,並覺得上帝似乎都垂聽別人的禱告,卻不回答她。

但是抱怨之後,聖靈卻帶領她感恩:她雖不明白上帝的計畫,但是相信自己仍然愛祂,並想起過去神曾回應她諸多的禱告。當她一一感謝神,心裡就充滿平安。雖然這樣的平靜可能維持不到一個小時或是一週的時間,過後她又馬上憂傷起來與上帝摔跤;然而,茉莉在這個反覆的過程中,終於學到了「凡事都互相效力,叫愛神的人得益處。」

最後,降服於上帝的茉莉,心靈的眼睛明亮起來,看見信實的上帝和祂的話永遠不改變,因此她不再要求神改變他人或環境,而是求神改變她自己。

浴火重生的茉莉,真正成了「為母則強」的代禱勇士,常常為兒子斥責魔鬼謊言離開他,終於盼到浪子回頭。

"Christ and the woman of Canaan", by Pieter Lastman,1617

“Christ and the woman of Canaan”, by Pieter Lastman,1617

外族婦女懇求  最後得主稱讚
一個非猶太族的婦人來求主耶穌,全心喊著:「主啊,大衛的子孫,可憐我!我女兒被鬼附得甚苦。」她承認主耶穌是猶太人期盼的救世主,也是她願意信靠的主。

主耶穌一開始對她一言不發,但她憑信心跪下拜主耶穌,並迫切地呼求:「主啊,幫助我!」

最後主耶穌對婦人說,「你的信心是大的,照著你所要的,給你成全了吧!」(馬太福音十五章28節)

我們信靠的對象當專注在主耶穌,而不是事情的結果。當所求的事情尚未被應允,並不是人生的句點,只是過程中的一個逗點。就像主耶穌死在十字架上,在人看來似乎一切都完了,但卻是復活生命的開始。

信心倚靠的對象單單是主耶穌時,信心就大;分心摻雜看人與環境時,信心就變小。好像順服主耶穌吩咐的彼得,前一秒還盯著主,大膽下船走在水面上,下一秒卻因看見巨浪和自己的渺小就害怕起來,而沉入水中。

然而,即便彼得信心軟弱,滿有憐憫的主耶穌說:「但我已經為你祈求,叫你不至於失了信心,你回頭以後,要堅固你的弟兄。」(路加福音廿二章32節)

當你看自己似乎要絕望,但在上帝看來卻不是絕路。因為上帝的愛持續追著你,在你裡面的聖靈不住地為你禱告。當你降服投身在天父懷裡時,祂的愛將如洪水般把你浮起,帶你一次又一次度過難關。

禱告:

「天父上帝,我讚美祢就是愛。感謝祢對我不離不棄,不是因為我有力量或信心來抓住祢,而是祢透過祢所賜那芥菜種般的信心,以祢大能的膀臂褓抱著我,使大水不能淹沒我,並帶我回到堅固的至聖所裡敬拜祢。

求祢照著祢的應許,叫我的心不害怕,因為祢與我同在;叫我不驚惶,因為祢是我的神。我唯一要做的就是定意相信祢必堅固我、幫助我,用祢公義的右手扶持我。奉主耶穌基督的名求。阿們。」

原文刊載於基督教論壇報

明州台鄉會 年菜「視吃」迎虎年

明州台灣同鄉會舉辦線上「年菜視吃大賽」慶祝農曆新年,與會鄉親紛紛端出拿手年菜,透過螢幕分享豐盛菜色,與會者並熱烈搶答「看美食猜台灣地名」,儘管大家無法實體相聚,但全程笑聲不斷、賀年聲不絕,氣氛熱烈。

慶新年活動由芝加哥華僑文教服務中心主任劉綏珍、副主任黃士聰向大家拜年揭開序幕,參與該活動的家庭,紛紛展示年節期間家中的豐富菜餚,不論是滷牛腱、蘿蔔糕、紅豆年糕、滷肉飯、火鍋等,讓鄉親們「大飽眼福」,同時許下共同的新年願望,那就是疫情趕快退散,大家才能早日團聚。

當天還邀請了獲得今年同鄉會「Elaine Liu紀念獎學金」的高中十年級生張定中(Tim Chang)和高莉媛(Mandy Kao)演奏鋼琴與小提琴。

出生於台灣的張定中,目前就讀莫茲景高中(Mounds View High School)十年級,學琴已有十年,他曾獲得2020年的西北大學鋼琴獨奏節第一名(University of Northwestern Piano Solo Festival)和2021年的弗瑞斯坦室內樂獎學金競賽(Florestan Chamber Music scholarship competition)第一名等獎項。

喜歡彈奏古典音樂的張定中說,當彈琴遇到瓶頸時,自己會堅持增加練習來克服。在母親的持續指導下,他的中文聽說讀寫流利。他說,自己很喜歡回台灣,平時喜歡打網球、滑雪、聽音樂、玩電動、摺紙和朋友家人聚會聊天。

在台灣唸完小學一年級才移民來美的高莉媛,目前就讀伊代納高中(Edina High School),當天表演Allegro Brilliante一曲,從小二開始學琴的她,到六年級時,已經能挑戰更多高難度的曲子。她說,練習別的曲子來沉澱挫折感,是她拉琴遇到障礙時的解決方法。她說,以身為台灣人為榮,在學校喜歡數理和程式設計的她,希望以後可以從事生物研究。

浸淫舞蹈70年 85歲沈蓓跳出人生之舞

「山窮水盡,回頭就是故事」,集舞者、理論著作、編導與教師經歷於一身的沈蓓(Shen Pei),投入舞蹈世界70年來,以中國舞蹈為載體,撰寫中華文化的大書,而她經歷戰亂、文革的人生淬鍊,更讓學生不僅從她體會舞蹈的快樂,還學到「辦法總比困難多」的積極人生態度。

現年85歲的沈蓓,在1993年自浙江歌舞劇院舞蹈編導一職退休後,1994年應明州中美舞蹈社邀請擔任藝術總監,舉辦過12次大型年度舞蹈演出,並與美國當地各劇團合作,編導「美猴王」(Monkey King)、「白蛇傳」(Legend of the white snake lady)與「夸父追日」(Sun & Moon)等舞台劇。與她合作過的兒童劇院(Children Theatre Company)藝術總監布洛西阿斯(Peter Brosius)盛讚沈蓓的幽默與創意活力。

沈蓓編的「採茶舞」,栩栩如生呈現採茶生活,這也是她隨茶農清早上山採茶、下山炒茶葉的實際體會。另外由三名男子表演的「春江行」,每人拿一根長過身軀的竹竿表現時而輕鬆、時遇急流努力搖櫓的力與美,讓觀眾彷彿乘船同遊。

生於1936年、祖籍浙江的沈蓓,父親沈昌在抗戰期間隻身前往昆明出任川滇鐵路公司總經理。在南京大屠殺發生前兩個月,母親帶著一歲的她歷經半年時間從香港搭機逃往香港、輾轉從越南到昆明。她回憶,兒時常在野地玩耍、畫畫、坐在牛車上看星空,不過,但父親在她六歲時,以中將司令身分前往緬甸前線負責軍運不幸過勞去世。

沈家並無人從事藝術工作,沈蓓12歲時因好奇與朋友一起參加舞蹈夏令營,師從一代宗師吳曉邦,而獲選加入部隊做文藝宣傳,接著被分發到上海歌劇院的舞蹈隊,意外開啟了舞蹈生涯。

沈蓓說,她一開始透過函授,邊工作邊讀電視大學,通過研究語文、歷史甚至解剖學,讓她學習到舞蹈結構與規律的表現;改革開放後她受邀寫書,以自己經驗加上思索舞蹈理論,出版「癲狂的秩序─舞蹈藝術縱橫談」,書中提到,舞蹈始於表達激情的本能,經由組織後形成秩序,再配上節奏編成作品。

於浙江舞蹈學院教編導課三年期間,她將創造學、比較學引進舞蹈,訓練創作思維與比較東西文化對舞蹈的影響;來美國後,則鑽研中華文化的起承,以西方人能理解的語彙,描述東方故事的角色。

沈蓓受母親何宛芳影響,堅定相信「世界是公平的,不會永遠黑暗」,加上與歌唱家先生伍鄂陽彼此扶持而苦盡甘來。

沈蓓說,嚐盡人生的酸甜苦辣豐富她的藝術內涵;而支持她退而不休、孜孜不倦學習的使命感,來自身為中國文化人的責任心。